W.H.A.T

suddenly feel so whatdaheckk. oh teacher gave us a piece of paper today, Surat Berhenti Sekolah. time really flies, flies very fast. everything in my mind is still very fresh, new as well, but in real life, there are already months ago.

OHMYGOD i could not imagine that i stayed back for the extra class until afternoon, it was bm btw. :D still, there are my enemy, add-math on the next day and english on the day after tomorrow. i'm not superstudent wehh.

peoples, i think i have fully recovered. and alright alright i saw the news on the newspaper already, so far yet so close, only in kuantan. alright alright :)) i get it. rofl.

UPDATED. HAHHH :))

annyeonghiiii peeeps!

二章。

今天的情况明显的比昨天好很多。可是还是头昏昏，想躺下，而且吃了东西后还是会有种感觉想吐，可是一直都在忍，再喝一百号。务求它们赶快消化，如果真的吐，也不会吐很多。还记得昨天一直吐.. 一吃东西就吐.. 真的很难受。恶心一点的说，吐到我肚子空空的时候，就吐些黄色的东西，那就是黄胆水.. 这个时候才是最痛苦的时候。

还真的希望能赶快好起来，因为我不想被抽血，不想被鉴定得了蚊症。

妈咪煮的白粥，看到笑脸吗？:DD

很恐怖对吧。4种药，总共要吃6粒。

医生说要我喝多点100号，送药也可以。可是... 似乎有人不知道100号到现在的用意咯。其实生病喝100号我是听过，可是送药就没有。但有人比我更惨，两样都不知道，哈哈。

p/s: thanks everyone for the deep concern!! loveyou. i will take good care of myself.

annyeonghii people.

中秋。想念

今天放学不久后便跟随下关丹了，时间很赶，害我收拾都很狼狈。又是家庭聚会了，可是再怎么聚，还是我和kelvin的年龄最相近，最亲便是我们，最多话还是我们，最无聊还是我们。当然，我也有带hubby去照照，然而我们就一直聊相机，聊电话，聊电脑，聊烦恼！我们就是无所不聊。

刚到关丹的时候，踏了脚车去逛花园。路途中发现，原来我很久都没有骑脚踏车了，原来，之前看到的花园都变了很多。一直骑一直骑，风吹向自己的脸，好想停下来，沉思。停下来？时间能够停下来吗？经过以前补习老师的家，我在想，天啊！妈咪竟然让我在关丹补习。然后看到老师那么巧的放工回家，她还认得我呢！就说了一句中秋快乐啊老师！聊了一下，又骑到远远去了。蘑菇花园，老表！你还记得不？我骑到那里去了，可惜那里的东西都被破坏了，草丛都生满了，好怀念我们在那里吃零食，等面包的摩托车。然后又骑到另外一个的住家花园，可惜没有男生打篮球，以前常常都会有的，当时跟邻居一位小我一岁的女生去看靓仔，我们混得可熟呢，可是我想现在她都忘记我了吧。嘻嘻，傻婆，11号!!

然后又骑到老表的家去，可是他没有在家，表姐也应该出去玩了，老表你在KL怎样啦？我都没有时间看你去，上次去研讨营之前又让你看见我哭，可是我们都长大了，不再好意思借你的肩膀靠，你只是一直看着我，再给我递来面纸。想着想着，时间过的真的很快，我想你们了！！邻居傻婆，你还记得我吗？我小时候的玩伴，慧仪，慧婷，在怡保的你们，好吗？还记得我们玩新娘新郎的游戏吗？我想你们了。我跟你们失去联络几年了，一直都想着你们，你们可否知道？

nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance; they make the latitudes and longitudes. ~ Henry David Thoreau.

喂！我不想长大！
annyeonghii people.

random post.

what happened to our add-math teacher today? she held a study group for us, those who got good results in add-math so automatically become a FESI to us. ngekngekngek, as you know add-math isn't my friend so i would not get a very good results even i have tried my very best, simply blame me i don't mind :)) yet nazmi join my group, sooooo weenie, me and nazmi. weenie was our FESI so we just ask what we wanted to ask about the question in the exam sheet, add-math only last for 30mins so we could not do much practice.

stayed back for the extra class, fall asleep few times but got caught! HAHAHAHAHH x)) anyway, tomorrow got extra class again, will stay back perhaps. :))

Nazmi a.k.a namy memang mu ni bising sokmo. i got 15 marks and he got 12 and also wanna argue with me. saye tinggi mu skit la! HAHAHAHHH.

p/s: thanks huiken for the souvenir all the way from ITALY! HAHAHAHH. even though it was just a post card but we still cherish it very much.

ohmy. i wanna go italy wehh.
next year next year!! HAHAHAHH. x))

annyeonghiii people!! ;))

i'm happy!!

for every minutes you spend angry, you lose sixty seconds of HAPPINESS!

no doubt, i don't need a pack of chocolate or a cup of ice cream to make me happy right now, and yes i am very happy for something, EHEHEHEH! i don't know whether if my parents care about this but they will know it soon. btw, being happy is actually an easy thing to do, stop from negative thinking, everything will be okay and will be more easy to solve even though there are difficulties. maybe these ways are ridiculous but why don't we just have a try?

anyway, i am real happy, you know? YOU KNOW? :))

p/s: new song present at the bottom of my blog. :))

你永远都不会知道，我有多开心！
annyeonghiiii peeeeeps!

thanks god.

kertas soalan berattttt, tapi markah pun berattt...

HAHAHAHHH x)) teacher told us this today, i think she was very happy with our results? and it made her raya very meaningful, HAHH. anyway, thanks god for the opportunity again.

anyway, few teachers were missing today, so that was a good time for me to sleep again. oh those feeling which sleep in class/during lesson comes back to me, how lovely! HAHAHH. aiyaaaaaa, chinese results remain that sucks! how can i make my dream come true? LOL

p/s: need not to scare lar, nothing happened also. HAHAHHH x))

oh headache! my voice changed to a bit boylish, cool man! zz

annyeonghiiii. x))

WoRsE

i suppose to be at a charity dinner night in kuantan night now, but due to i have no transport to send me back after the dinner and i have school on the next day, so i chose to give up this chance to know how the way they organize this dinner night. so sorry for not committed and... GOOD SHOW EVERYONE! :)) btw, thanks for the invitation!

alright, tomorrow.. have school. i am thinking that i have to sleep earlier but NO MORE 3AM. the more the 3am, the deeper of my panda eyes! ohmy, everything turns out to be very worse, especially my sickness . running nose and sore throat turn out to be cough. and i don't feel like cutting my nails, they were quite long now since my friends always said that i don't like to leave nails. HAHAHAHAHAHHHH x)) with low voice: actually quite pretty after manicure. x))

have to pick out my school uniform, tie up my messy hair, pick out a pair of stock, pull out my white shoes and lets continue school days.

no more hesitating, please done it before November, KHAILENG!!

ciaoooooooo people.

p/s :-

actually i am thinking how is the hotel management course looks like. there are a lot of things can learn about the operation of the whole hotel. of course, there are opportunity to go to overseas to be train, especially France. Joanne sis is studying this course and giving me her own opinion and to join her as well. mom didn't reject and i think she do likes it too.

what am i demanding for? i don't know.

BUT WHAT I KNOW IS...

i have to make decision, after decision has been made, no more returning.

随。心所。欲

在facebook一直打扰和干扰人家，死火。生病算好了一点就乱乱来，嘻嘻。今天下关丹，还以为可以趁今天去整理一下我这算凌乱的头发，就是去拉。可是我说天，为什么你迟不去香港，早不去香港，偏偏人家今天要弄时你却搭飞机走了..... 又要忍多几天了，哎！昨天ahh gor就讲要拿东西给我，他说在早上9点左右，然后我8点9就醒来，想说一边等他一边看电视，结果他十点多才来，汗死了。哈哈哈～

1. 女孩子，还真麻烦下！

2. 生病要好了。

3. 老爸说: ''喉咙痛还吃烧面包??!!'' 几温馨下。哈哈

4. 要开学了，什么都还没有准备。尤其是它!!!!! ==''

i don't know how come it got such effect, but i just love it don't know why.

HAHHHH.

the same light effect from my dslr.

HAHAHHHH.

谢谢啦，虽然我是有点paiseh啦.. 哈哈。礼轻心意重，还是会珍惜。谢谢！;))

今天还算开心！

hehehehhhh, update my sidebar, i am like WANT IT BADLY. T.T

ciaoooooooooooo :))

失。眠

昨晚... 我想都快3点半了.. 却还没有睡的下.. 转来转去.. 然后想一堆东西。我在想，我是不是该看的远一些.. 我喜欢的，不一定适合我，适合我的，我又不喜欢。越来越不想离开，我会想念妈咪煮的饭，当我午睡醒来，就是闻到饭香。我会想念老爸笑时候的样子，因为他很严肃下。即使我再怎么不喜欢弟弟的做为，我想我还是会想念他们吵吵闹闹的声音，我要怎么适应？想想下，枕头也湿了。我才发现，其实自己之前那么坚持要快快离开的决定是错的，要去远远的决定是错的，这里没有让我留念的东西，也是错的。自己也属于懒惰的一族，以后什么都要靠自己，我会怎样？忙手忙脚的，怎么照顾自己？那个时候，坐在地上，再站起来，拿纸巾，再坐下。反反复复地，想着同样的东西。然后，不知不觉的睡着了。

附加: 还记得上次去了一个在kt的camp, 整整一个礼拜。终于回到家的时候，妈妈告诉我，你知道前天你弟弟说什么吗？我说我不知道。她就说: '' 咪，阿姐到底去哪里哦？酱久都还没有回家。'' 我当场傻了。这代表着什么呢？

当时，什么时候了？那时，几点了？只知道.. 我短暂的失眠了。

严重喉咙痛。真该死！！

grateful.

yes, i am so grateful and happy. HAHHH. my phone has totally alive but everything has gone. messages, contacts, etc. maybe contacts i could still ask from my friends again but messages, they wouldn't send those same thing again to me right? i like to keep some nice and memorable messages such as peoples who wish me happy birthday weeks ago, but all gone. sometime when i started to get close with one of my friends, the date we started to sms often, i do think that is a memento too, but too bad all gone.

my phone has more than one thousand of messages, every time i am thinking to delete some of them but still, i don't know what to delete because i am reluctant to do so. but now my phone had formatted and is like a brand new phone, perhaps it is a good news, in order to prevent lagging of it?

oh, hye i am a member of the COACH club. HAHAHH x))

p/s: i was damn regret that i didn't change a new phone. WTF!!

ciaoooooooooooooooooo people.

last day @ kayL

when i was awake, i went down and saw yixuan was having his breakfast, of course, i took out my camera as well, and snapped a lot of him. i stunned while he was laughing after i made him, and i fount out that actually i was reluctant to leave, i will miss him damn much. so we went out to have bak gut teh as our breakfast since we found out in the newspaper. uncle danny and bee theng jiejie dated their friends together and their friends were a jiejie who had dinner together last time, so i could still recognized her :))

after breakfast we went to klcc again, HAHH. maybe our unsatisfied still remain, at least there was not that much as the previous day. so we could done some shopping there. daddy said he wanna buy a bag for his mom, my granny, and demanded for a good quality one. so firstly he went to gucci, spotted one but damn expensive yet still simple design, so gave up on that. so we continued search for another, and .......... COACH!!! bought it directly. i got shocked. LOL

San Francisco Coffee!! ♥♥

a very fast decision! i got shocked. HAHH.

and i got my coach purse. :DD

my bro took my dlsr and snapped me. zz

he asked me to take myself since i said he cant took a nice pic. HAHAHHH.

all by him. HAHH

still.. blame my childish. HAHH.

soooooo, i got the purse!! huahuahua. but i am now demand for ipod, mom said the modal i like is not solid at all, i was like.. mommmmmmm.. ==''

if you don't mind of viewing a disgusting photo.. just go ahead. my finger got injured and it were all the bloods. HAHAHAHAHHH. ==''

p/s: overall, no shops are selling that kind of stuff. so sorry x((

got shopping spreeeeeeeeee.. my stress gone and i think everything worth for it.

ciaooooooooooooooooo x))

day 2 @ kayL

my neck was damn pain this morning, i think it caused my improper of sleeping style, or maybe i dream-ed something last night so my pillow went to another side. HAH. i went to a place where i think i have never shopping at the place for many years ago, midvalley. no doubt, i have lost the memory towards midvalley, yet we went to the gardens through the bridge which states between midvalley and the gardens.

we decided to have high tea at Haagen-Dazs, chocolate fundae i meant, but FAILED. the workers real....... sucks! =='' don't wanna talk so much, zzz.

the 1st time i went the gardens.

failed high tea. zzz

alright, this dinner was not bad ;))

arrrrrrrr!! ==''

i have more demands after i reached the gardens, quite nice to shop at there. ohhh, guess which dress i bought? simple yet nice, or maybe i look mature with the outfit? :)) depends.. and the sales girl served not bad, she kept ask me to try the dress she choose for me, and gave her own opinion, if i still didn't like it, she will said '' alright, just try another one! :)) ''

mostly was in navy colour. i dislike some but i like some instead. LOL! guess guess guess :pp to those who is reading my article :))

p/s: oh i have shopped those shops like Action City, Living Cabin, but still don't have selling those even i have mentioned to those sales girls and boys. lets see for the last day tomorrow.. no worries ya.

i want an ipod.. omg! missed the chance.. T.T

ciaooooooooooo :)))

day 1 @ kayL

i reached kayL around 7pm yesterday, and had home meal made by my aunt and mom, simple yet delicious :)) we were all lazy to go out already so we decided to go out tomorrow(today). allowed me to be a little rude, WTF!! it was raining cats and dogs early in the midnight, around 3am-4am like that. it disturbed me to fall asleep, and i just opening my eyes during the rain. and the thunders and lighting, OHMY. totally COULD NOT SLEEP AT ALL.

i was awake by mom this morning around 10am, but still i was feeling drowsy, sleepy. fortunately my mind turns well after freshing up. so we decided to go to KLCC after breakfast. since daddy said there are bookfest at the convention center so we just go and have a look. after reaching, it was totally crowded! i think there are more than one thousand peoples. when i saw any book and wanted to have a look, i need to squeeze myself to it and it take times, i was totally helpless and it made me mad. i was lazy to do more shopping at there. but still spot some clothes there. hehehehhe :)) here goes pictures..

the bigger fookfest meybe?

crowded.. damn crowded.

GeMeiLia's cartoon, bro's fav.

heh! i love this little girl. LOL

RM2 per pax who above 18.

i don't look like 18 so i escaped! HAHAHAHAHH.

had my lunch, errr.. actually it was burger king or kfc?

decos at the hall of klcc.

the arrow pointed straight to my car.

so DAY ONE. i hope tomorrow won't be that crowded, because i real need shopping to release my stress!! crossing fingers. xxxx

p/s: i have no chance to help you to search for the thingy you want, will try again tomorrow :))

mom i mau coach's purse. HAHH.

ciaoooooooooooo :))

我不知道。其实我不想更新，但突然情绪说来就来。

其实谷底才是我家。

我该信谁?

SAME

alright, i think my phone is going to die. the screen of my phone still show the same thing to me, even though i have bought a brand new battery for it, damn, it is useless and wasteful. moreover my sim card is having problem too, it had broke. so when to the maxis center to re-make. somehow still couldn't use it unless there are an extra phone for me, temporally maybe?

i have tolerate the day of NO-PHONE at least 2 days! ohhhhhh, my friends could not contact me. i asked them to call to my home if anything need to tell me urgent, but they are like '' huh? call to your house? seems weird. '' yea i know, it is kinda like small children who doesn't own any handphone.

GOING TO KAYL later noon. luckily mom said if cant '' WAKE MY PHONE UP '', guess it will buy for a new one in kayL, huahuahuahua. new phone coming...... x))

oh, GREAT BBQ PARTY LAST NIGHT AT CHERATING WITH MY BFF!!

love ya all.

ciaoooooooooooooooooooo :))

时。间

时间能证明很多事情。像，我的指甲长了!! 像，我的生日过了。哈哈 像，封神榜播放完毕。啊够，我也不知道要讲些什么。

对你的态度我个人就觉得没有必要变，但是时间会证明我不会因为任何事情而心软。这是骨气吗？我不知道，只知道，这是性格。可是有时候，也要犹豫一下的.. 嘻嘻。其实，说真的，你也未免做作过龙了吧！你们还真一tam tam, 爽咯，有人陪你耶！哈哈。

p/s: gor said he bought present for me!! HAHAHAH. but i wonder what is that, still. he remains his character, would not tell me until the present reached in front of me. deng gor! HAHHAHA. gor cepat back ya........ soo looking forward. HAHAHA

我依然....... HATE YOU :))

ciaoooooooooooooo.

DAMN IT!!!

still early in the morning but real i could not sleep well during the previous night! i was damn worry about the problem of my cell now. when i was ready to sleep at around 2am, my cell was running out of battery and it switches off automatically, so i just took out the charger and charge it, but it does not work, and it appeared '' BATTERY COULD NOT CHARGE. YOU MUCH USE A SONY ERICSSON BATTERY ''. i was like WTF!! since last year i never change any battery inside my cell but what is happening now?!! YOU REAL DRIVING ME MAD!!

so people, Kindly do not contact me through my cell, you would never receive any respond for now, until i make announce.

arghhhhhhhhh T.T

10.50am.

lepakkkkk.

HAH. exactly went out to lepak this afternoon around 1230pm, fangsheng was already in car, we fetch mia and heading to mesra mall afterwards. we were like window shopping and of course, we girls tested some dresses, i think fangsheng would be very boring. OHHHH HUNGRY, we bought ourself a set of burger at burger king. ohmy, i think i am going to have a deep addicted to burger king, the source of black pepper is just simply awesome! :DD

due to the time haven't reach as cheewee has to fetch her aunt at the bus station, so we got the same idea as we went to awana to enjoy the strong wind. we walked toward the beach and sat down on the little straw pondok, chats, songs, how great was that! then cheewee and i went to the SALES OFFICE to ask for the dinner's thingy, buffet's price, menus, that is great that we can organize this kind of stuff :))

argh, queen doesn't allowed me to yamcha with my BFF. alaaa, we've got time, you guys will wait for me right? HAHH.

p/s: mrrrr.. satisfied? specially news for you. HAHHH. x))

ciaoooooo, oh a new goodbye's language.

显。闲

感恩感恩，我并没有梦见那群可爱的鱼们，可是就是有个奇怪的梦，其实我也忘了。哈！当然啦，今早也是睡到自然醒，但我自然醒的时间也未免太早了吧.. 我还打算没有一点不醒来.. 真该死。一打开电视，没有戏看，然后再开我常开的频道，哇噻! 一堆 HITO 英文歌抢着要播，放心啦，本小姐听不完你们我是不会转台的，哈哈！

智微要约我出去lepakk.. 可惜我得去awana, 不然跟你lepak个够!! 她还说方晟也一起.. 哈哈！好想做facial treatment timm.. 下次！我们机会多的是.. 讲到智微，昨天看完戏跟万祥逛了一下就往 Sushi King 走去，那是大概是6点左右吧.. 叫了东西吃.. 就吹水吹到到到到 7.45pm。哈哈哈～一直霸着位置聊八卦，爽到！被我们聊到的你们可给我们批评惨了.. 哈哈～刚才在awana，好像给我机会沉思酱.. 又闷.. 带去的相机竟然那么快就没有电了，够力气，才想到那次party过后还有电，就没有charge到，结果。然后去kacao老爸打golf.... 玩他的球棍.. 还是一个字: 显。

好！明天lepak去，加上BFF回来了，有茶喝了!! 哈哈~ 死火，一直重复听同一首歌，我该换了，但不舍得换..

p/s: 一点也不好看，而且很烂！！去你的！

有点累，但不想睡。你管我！

au revoir people.

a scary day.

after reaching kuantan, daddy straight drove to '' white shark hospital '', alright you should know what do i mean for the nickname of the hospital. so my mom asked me to follow because i have got injection too, i was like '' what??!! today?? now??!! '' NON- rejectable x(( after registered, mom decided to go to the opposite clinic where i was born, doctor Chong to see if there are no much people so we don't need to wait because hospital there was crowded. so yea, we ignored the registration at the hospital and i got my injection at doctor chong there.

my heart was beating very fast!! due to my mom was familiar to the doctor so i tried to joke with the doctor in order to test his memory..

'' hah, you cannot remember me already? ''

'' did i always cubit your cheeks when you was little? ''

'' ( oh doctor how can you just remember this) err.. ya.. ''

'' hah! kxxxx. (my english name) ''

when he was ready to inject my left hand..

'' so do you have a boyfriend now?''

'' no lar doctor............ ( starting to become more nervous, but still sms with somebody.)

'' okay kxxxx, if you found someone who smoke, run away from him.. ''

'' ya.. i hate them!! ''

'' good, so is your dad a smoker? ''

'' no, definitely no.. ''

INJECTED!!!! i was like doctor you real know how to disperse my heed and he said..

'' alright, everything will be justtt..... okay! ''

'' see you few months more my dear ''

doctor............ ==''

still like pain pain pain..

ignore my look. HAH

the card i need to bring next time.

afterthat went back home to have bath and rush to ecm.. watched PIRANHA with cheewee, ah siaw and jian cheng. WTH!! almost bloodies screen during the movie, horrible, triller, oh!! alright i don't want to talk more about it. but luckily some of them managed to get in to watch because almost all of them were blocked by the ticket checkers and requested them to show their IC.

shot at MANGO. fitting dress and high heels! HAH.

alright, i hope i won't have any nightmare related to those FISHES.

au revoir people.

time flies.

alright! finally i have updated the 3 days related to my birthday in few hours, i could remember every details because it were all meaningful to me. i was eager to open my facebook on monday night around 10-12 because i would like to thank them for their wishes immediately, but i hadn't bring along my lappy and the desktop is not belongs to me so could not do so.

i have around two hundred and fifty wishes on my facebook wall in total these three days, seriously i am really appreciate, thanks for everyone, every little words were very meaningful to me.

besides, my dearest Dii who sent me birthday wishes via sms, and he was the first one. follow by my camp's group members who have my cell number, especially junjia, wawa shiteng, meeyearn, xinyu, superman, and all. tauwee, yeeling, xiaoxiang, boonpeng, pig seen, ah siaw, cheewee, yanyuen, cincen, wenxi, kuanlee. APPRECIATED :))

i got shocked that my BFF gave me a tinkle and we chatted for mins. hes my real BFF :))

ah gor called to my cell too. and he promised if i need anything that he can afford, he would buy for me. HAH but i am still thinking, get ready at any time gor :DD

so that was my birthday. i felt i am blessed and this is the best birthday i ever had. after uploading all the photos, felt like crying silently. anyway, the feeling has gone :))

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. khaileng, i love you.

p/s: i thought somebody didn't send any wishes to me, but the people asked me to open my mailbox and the e-card's mail was there! HAH. the e-card has birthday song along. LOL

i love you guys!

au revoir.