thoughts.

seriously i am so havin' green eye with whom is fully packed for their CNY schedule. i view all the photos they took, especially all the photos of you guys, hangin' out together, celebrating, ect. i have no idea what to describe my mood now, even i could not believe that i was feelin' too boring without my friends until .... i cried. HAHAHH. feelin' so clumsy of myself. yay, i hate i did such thing. you know what, this is the MOST TERRIBLE cny i ever had, feel like all of them are killing me! i was so afraid to receive my friend's sms, like ... seriously. everytime my cell rang and the sentences are constant. '' tell me when are you coming back??!! '' i am so afraid to answer this question, and i always wonder.


even ah gor is disappointed to me :(( i always think that my so called '' coming back '' is useless to them since they are like '' almost finished ''. don't get me? is okay i am used to it. btw, you bitch, i never expect you are so brave to write such thing just after 1day! i real have to solute to you.

p/s: it kills me. but i am used to be lonely as well as alone. i did everything alone.

annyeonghii people.