tentatively ?

start from this second, i really miss it, really.
i wonder why i am so brave, how can i do that?
it's not belongs to me anymore, perhaps.

i am not really used to it, maybe.
and i am still wondering whether this consequen was my expectation.
ofcouse whether i like it or not.
both of this still in my mind.

i admit that i had a little bit regret.
i don't know whether will accept by others, or ?
my intuition tell me that are too sudden to make this decision.
somehow, this is not a bad decision.

i miss it.
but thats already a reality.
never changed.
so let time to incharge.

but...... huh..... i had messed up !
i don't know what am i thinking now.

I MISS YOU BADLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!