Had an awesome BBQ night at my house beside the swimming pool with part of my lovely classmates. WE MADE IT! guess it was the LAST & ONLY one gathering night before internship and flowing thru tears us apart. all the expenses were from the money we won during the FOODFEST, so this BBQ can consider as free of charge :) feel really upset because some of them could not make it. :(
time flies seriously, knowing all of them were like an incident occurred yesterday. the day we are getting closer is the day we are getting apart, how cruel life is.
for those who is going back to their hometown for internship and would not come back, I WISH THE BEST FOR YOU. even thou we might not going to meet again but i would not forget what had happened between us.
for those who is going out station for internship, ALL THE BEST too. especially the 2 SOPOHs!
for those who is going to flow thru to degree/BA, SEE YOU! x)
on the same night, LIQUOR TIME. once they came up from d liquor venue, i knew they are almost drunk, and hugged me then i cried directly. we shared our inner thoughts, feeling towards each other, and how reluctant to leave each other. i was seriously touched by them, they said among 4 of us, i am always the one they worried about, i feel ashamed too, because i am the eldest. the way i treat my life, i always think about others, i seem like never do something at least for myself, ONLY FOR MYSELF. yea i always trying so hard but i always failed. I SHOULD NOT GIVE UP.
my girls, thanks for loving me like no one else, i mean friendship love. the first time i wanted to cherish our friendship so much compare to before. i mean it. you guys are different, much much more different. sorry for d comparison but i have to do so, to remind myself that i have to keep you guys in mind no matter what. lots of love.
