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PH again...

2012-02-08T17:09:00.001+08:00

you said coming back or not is my choice, and now you blame that i didnt back for dinner, what do you want from me? -.- forget about it.

spent my 4days of PH in nilai. hahah you know what, staying there was like a lazy people, so peaceful there, so convenience because all the food stalls just right downstair of the sakai's apartment. seriously if i were studying there, i probably gain more and more weight, damn all the food is just ....... NICE. during the stay i met more and more of his friends, of course, knowing them more and more.....

went hair treatment with linda before heading to nilai, i look so mature.

by the time i got back to home, my hair look more natural :))

WE ALMOST FIGHT. -.- muahahahah.

thanks for the accompanied :))

whatcha gonna do? try to be more appreciate for everything i am having now. :)

OFF TO NAP.

过完年了 -.-

2012-02-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

酱就过完年了，虽然还有几天，但感觉过了初8酱什么鬼屁气氛就没有了。这几天是有想过随便更新一下可是真的很懒惰，也没有特别空闲，因为除了上课就是睡觉。

这次的新年是我过过最不可思议的。第一次觉得新年不重要，能回家就好。第一次年30晚那么开心一家人一起吃饭。第一次觉得初一在关丹就很闷！第一次新年一套贺年片都没有看到。第一次初一就跟一班朋友一起去拜年。第一次在朋友面前喝到那么醉。第一次跟上跟下，整个跟班酱却跟到很开心 -。-

事过几个月，那是什么感觉我也想不起了，只知道我其实是能自己走出来的。这一次又是让我意想不到的结果，离离合合，又把我们牵在一起。原来现实生活中，真的有醉后吐真言这回事。有些东西是你的就是你的，强求是不会有幸福的。所以，我们一起加油吧！:)

开学！

2012-01-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

这就是担心那么久的成绩单。

今天一早他们看见我就喊我名字，我就跑着过去他们那里，那种感觉超级兴奋！

虽然在迎接这个所谓‘最后一个学期’的时候已经做了最坏的打算，这5个月会非常艰苦跟压力。可是万万都没有想到9点的第一节课就是我们最重要的一科，IP. 今天只是简单的briefing我就不明白很多东西，不是我不专心可是真的不明白！然后给新年功课哦几岁了还假期功课！

Beverage Studies 还算可以舒缓我的心情因为老师很好笑，2个小时我们都笑不停，可是万一今天他是这样而已，迟点真正上课又另外一个样就够力。Higher Intermediate Business English 是最死的！找到老 george 教我们怎么可能听课叻，真干！然后第一天就有功课了！

3点到5点那个也很死。自己的AA教严肃到.......... 讲课又闷，3点正是睡午觉的好时候。我想我很久没有在班上睡觉了，结果自己真的顶不顺倒下几次，他妈的。然后盖自己几巴就继续挨下去，干他这科是真的。什么屁 costing, purchasing & merchandising, 听起来都难了，他再讲下去真的会挂酱。-。-

明天有financial了又是要算的一科，天呐！

人生。拿好成绩此时此刻对我来说已经不是什么开心事了。:((((( 我可以跟谁诉苦...............

很快酱 D;

2012-01-12T00:49:00.002+08:00

最后一个学期了！最后一个学期了！真他妈的快，想想下，读到四月就term break, 六月考试然后就真的告别我diploma的生活了，又要继续无所事事？不知道会被派去哪里internship叻？要不要做internship先才念degree叻？还是念了才做？人生莫过于烦这个字。好想赶快开学啦全部人都开学了剩我酱孤伶伶干闷！

你放心。:)

2012-01-05T03:01:00.002+08:00

在跟朋友聊天的时候，突然间领悟了一些东西。虽然就只区区''错过''两个字，但我却是那么迟才明白。原来每次在文章看到的字，有着那么深的意思。

总之，对不起，那些关心我的人。对于我忽冷忽热的态度........ 我就是这样。越是靠近，躲的越远。

the eve.

2011-12-31T02:44:00.002+08:00

i managed to put myself back into the 7-months-ago-me. everything came in a sudden, and i decided too fast, that is why it became a mistake now. I APOLOGIZE TO MYSELF, BECAUSE OF MAKING SUCH A STUPID DECISION, I SUFFER LIKE HELL.

time flies, tomorrow is a brand new year. but what to do, something it meant to stay in your life, it stays, no matter how hard you try to get over it. well, somemore the date of tomorrow is the1st, everything remains in my mind. OH? i miss the time when few of us brave up to go into the restaurant and bought 3 big bottles of beer. we sat at the dark playground, we share our inner thoughts, we got drunk, we stayed there until 4am. anyhow, that was seriously my FIRST TIME and it was a great night i ever had since i went to kayL. even though i have forgotten what kind of silly acts i did after i got drunk, so what? :) when can we do all these shits again?

xoxo.

你懂么？

2011-12-27T00:07:00.006+08:00

如果他说的全部都是真的，那么.........

你白痴啊？你什么都不懂！！干。:(

我要忙碌。

2011-12-17T02:08:00.004+08:00

后悔就后悔，想念就想念！

2011-12-11T18:10:00.002+08:00

teach me how to believe you? you're just going so well, too well.

dot.

一个月

2011-12-10T11:55:00.009+08:00

突然间，酱又一个月了。

不知道，真的不知道。离开几天，感觉超好，多希望自己是背包旅行，走走拍拍，停停吃吃。女生自己背包旅行应该会很帅吧？嘻嘻~ 带着相机到处去，拍自己喜欢的东西，包括自己！自己也应该是自己喜欢的对象，爱自己多点，所以自拍多点没有关系。:))

实话，如果我勇敢的话，我会挑战他们那边的笨猪跳，干它60楼！他妈的恐怖，这些透明玻璃摆明是要让人觉得恐怖。当我看到时真的都不敢靠近，结果站站下觉得很刺激，但还是害怕万一玻璃承受不了爆去我就拜拜了。-.-

沈佳宜说，人生很多事本来就是徒劳无功。你拍再多的照片，也未必全部都拍得到你想要的那种感觉，自然而然你就会按删除键。虽然说，身边有那么多的风景等着你去拍摄，但无论如何，在你心里，总有一个你固定喜欢的风景，树木，花朵甚至是人。而你，是我从来都没有想过我会爱上的百合。

人来人往，眼睛会不停的扫视。时间滴答滴答的走，有些事会改变，有些事，永远都不会。

它看似平凡，却陪我走过很多路。它叫Gap，那几天冷到我发抖，整个人都愣着了，却不惜一切把它换上。有些时候，你明知道这拖鞋不能在寒冷的冬天温暖你双脚，但你喜欢就是喜欢。

很多年前看了《澳门街》这部电视剧，就很想到这里看看。很庆幸，家人在我长大懂事了才决定来这里玩，我才能感受到这里的人图风情。在找角度拍摄这座古老的建筑物时，顿时emo了一下。也许想起电视剧里的剧情，很感动。或许以专业的角度来评审我的照片，我拍的也许是一堆屎，人家都看不明白。但我只知道，我是拍给我自己看的。

想要改变，但夜深人静时，我又变回原本最笨拙，最愚蠢的我。

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七早八早灵感敲门。但或许一切都是我想说的。

回来。

2011-12-01T00:38:00.005+08:00

终于从马六甲滚回来了妈呀真的超级舍不得！还记得那天星期六考完MPW大概两点就这样收拾然后坐朋友车就下马六甲了，或许压力太大，这样random都有。前晚读该死的MPW通宵结果在车上和linda睡到猪酱.. 只有mong跟drive聊天，没有的睡！muahahah~

那天跌跌撞撞到了车站找其他四个搭巴士的，然后melacca boy就带我们到他表姐的baba nyonya餐馆吃饭，恭喜我有添饭，证明有好吃到！:p 然后就赶紧回他家休息，想必大家都累了。可是路上他们一直说他家是haunted house, 有肮脏东西，我们女生个个吓到飞起不敢上厕所他妈的。可是不能质疑他家就是haunted house -.- 半夜全部挤在女生房间讲鬼故事，有刺激到咯！！讲讲讲到两三点，还讲要去看日出可是全部都是猪。

说好要10点出结果大家姗姗迟醒11点多才搞定12点出，去到城市吃尽美食！鸡饭粒，chendol，然后再买超级出名的 mille crepe cake！我的目的就是它啊！！然后我们傻到打包拿去海边吃，哈哈哈哈~ 不过感觉超好！晚上就去 jonker street 吃吃吃走走走。我们三个女生一直被路边的摊子吸引结果跟男生走散了，gab 打几百通电话来我都听不见，其实我忘记我自己调 silent mode 了哈哈哈~

随后才是大家的高潮！！我们吃 satay celup 去了！！我的妈呀那里一支才60仙，你看那个肥仔碌碌的一支几块钱 celup 可以吃到饱饱了~ 我们好像饿鬼酱吃完又拿吃完又拿，是因为人家要关店了我们才甘愿收手付钱，uncle 还扣我两毛钱，哈哈哈~ 回到去两点了大家又讲4点半要起床去看日出又是猪。算了吧...............................

最后一天我答应自己要睡到迟迟的谁知道8点就爬起床了是因为mong很吵啦！睡觉打呼的天啊还很大声的那种，半夜又不睡觉坐在一旁害我发梦起床还以为见鬼。我说mong啊累就睡觉啦不要酱子吓人嘛~ :((

可是真的很高兴很享受。虽然有不开心的事发生可是还是算了吧.. 谢谢你们让我这几天没有烦恼！~

p/s: 替你加油 :))

最后。

2011-11-26T02:02:00.002+08:00

最后两科，就再见第二学期！正努力的摸清 MPW & MORAL STUDIES 的低。说真离开中学快一年了我什么都忘了。

但是，我他妈的胃好痛。真的真的很痛..................................................

2011-11-21T16:56:00.002+08:00

此时此刻，除了家人还有谁可以相信？

终于把第一科考完了!! 不管昨晚几乎没有睡到觉我去睡觉补眠。-。-

p/s: 你到底想怎样？好玩吗？白痴。

:((

2011-11-19T20:13:00.002+08:00

我就是一面逃避一面逃避..... 其实我撑到好辛苦。但偶尔会想起一切... 其实真的就偶尔。可就是很想念.............

好累。星期一就是第二学期的大考了.. 最后一个学期吃饭吃粥看他了。好压力，但能跟谁说？

11.11.11

2011-11-11T12:20:00.006+08:00

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p/s: 11/11/11 快乐。我想我就只能在这里告诉你....

百感交集

2011-11-09T02:29:00.008+08:00

今天很悲，真的很悲。实话虽然我没有比你们跟他来的那么熟悉，那么那么熟悉，但毕竟大家一起补习过，也有跟他聊过天，当然也看他傻过，回想起一切一切，太不可思议了。

到达时眼看灵照上是他，心里不禁纠结了一下，心好酸。在等待上香的时候整个人是在抖的，不知道为什么，也许也是因为看到你，突然变得很紧张。上完香准备瞻仰时我变的像个胆小鬼，真的不敢向前看他最后一眼....... 心里一直不敢相信躺在里面的就是他。心想怎么会是这样的结局，不敢，真的不敢相信。最后还是鼓起勇气走上前，踮起双脚 ....... 看了一眼后马上往后退，这真的是我认识的麦吗? 伤到变的不像是他自己了 ........ 过后还是继续瞻仰，'' 麦，我是凯琳，来看你了..... '' 心中一直重复一直重复.... 然后忍不住哭了~

随后用了满满的心意，抄写了两张佛经，我没有到医院去看你，至少我也能代表我一点点的心意，虽然微不足道，虽然不比他们为你做的多。

麦啊，不知道你还记得我是谁吗? 虽然我们没有很熟。你很勇敢，很坚强，我该向你学习。虽然最后你还是选择离开，我们知道，你累了，你只是累了。这也许对你来说，是种解脱。留在这里的一切一切，让我们做朋友的帮你体验！我们不会忘记你，你永远活着，只是你去环游世界了。:') 在环游世界的当儿，记得好好照顾自己，要比之前活的更快乐！不要让疼爱你的家人担心。你知道吗？你哥哥和妈妈的手都好冰冷，他们俩为了你甭波劳碌，好憔悴哦。如果你听的见看的见的话，在天堂守护他们哦。今天下午那一场短暂的大雨，是你给我们的提示吗？是你只准许我们伤心一下子吗？麦子渊，祝福你在另外一个世界活得更开心，没有烦恼。:'))

p/s: 经过这事件，让我真的领悟到，人生无常。这一刻站在你面前，也许下一刻便会是离开你一辈子的人。所以我是多么的想珍惜你.........................和家人和朋友。

你呢？听说你哭了，我好遗憾陪着你哭的人不是我。

why?

2011-11-07T01:58:00.004+08:00

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2011-10-31T15:28:00.003+08:00

SOMETIMES I DO HATE MYSELF SERIOUSLY! YES YES YES SHES FUCKING PRETTY SHES FUCKING INTELLIGENT SHES FUCKING KIND AND SHES STILL FUCKING A GIRL WHY DO PEOPLE LIKES TO LISTEN TO HER MORE? OKAY COMPARE TO HER, I AM UGLY I AM CLUMSY AND I AM FUCKING UNFRIENDLY. HAHAHAHAHHAHA OVERALL I JEALOUS.

WHAT TO DO I AIN'T A GOD, I GOT MY OWN FEELING. YOU CAN BLAME WHY AM I SO FUCKING SILLY BEING SAD BEING JEALOUS OF THIS KIND OF THING BUT THAT IS ME!! YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO? I AM TIRED OF GUESSING SO MUCH! I HAVE GOT SO MUCH TO SHARE BUT NOW? HAHAHA THANKS. THANKS FOR TELLING ME ALL THESE SHITS.

最后一次

2011-10-29T01:38:00.002+08:00

有想念你到.. D;

今天是 kitchen & service 的最后一天。原来忙这两样也麻木的忙了2个月。刚刚吃饱有白酒喝就特地留下整杯等大家收拾好再一起干，干完就跟两个 lecturer 一起哈啦聊天。有不舍得到咯... 下个 SEM 会闷死.................................

'' the time when you guys are getting better and better, its the time you all have to leave. ''

这句有伤到 -.- 好像很不舍得酱 D; 最后大家来一张全体合照!!

p/s: 告诉你你可以找个窗跳下去还是找个墙撞上去算了。再也很难相信你 .... ==

2011-10-27T16:22:00.003+08:00

最近身边洋溢着幸福的味道，这两个人我真给他们气死，又可爱到要死。也羡慕得我要死!!! 想都没有想过他们会再一起。哈哈哈~

所以我真的相信不会有不可能的事情发生... 你们两个记得给我一直幸福下去!! :p

p/s: stupid MONG -.-

2011-10-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

有些时候我不说并不代表我不知道，我不八卦，不关我事的我不会渴望知道，但我关心的，跟我有关系的，你以为我不知道，其实我什么都知道。

我就是这样。我不怎么样时总以为我好欺负，我只是在乎。当我比在乎更在乎时就真的抱歉了。

我真的很累。

回忆

2011-10-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

打开电脑却无意中翻开以前的文件，突然想念的要死，就按进去了。然后想起以前比起 facebook 还要迷 msn，还被妈咪骂过在学校都一直见面说话了回到家还聊不停，哈哈哈!

突然看到 MY CHAT LOGS 的文件，原来以前 MSN 有把所有的聊天记录收起来。顶这真是个回忆!! 从 2008 年到 2010 年，全部，我是说全部都在里面.... 就一个个打开来看。好无知好天真，以前的聊天方式真的很愚蠢!! 但开心.......... :))

突然看到这句!! 我真的当场跟着做，虽然不是很 works 但... 不懂，就像跟着。:))

(10:35 PM) : 生气了吗? 伤心?

(10:35 PM) : 先深呼吸......

(10:36 PM) L e n G z : thn ?

(10:37 PM) : 然后大声地说....这空气真是清新...再一次深呼吸....这世界真是美丽~

哈哈哈~ 还真难得以前他会这样教我........ 肯定是看戏学的 -.-

2011-10-17T21:26:00.003+08:00

每一次这种不安的感觉一来，这种让我想翻头脑的事，我就想逃，想逃到一个温暖的地方，让我歇一歇。那就是 ---- 家。

自从那次跟妈咪的感情越来越好后，当然我要谢谢你，是你让我跟妈咪的关系越变越好，好到像姐妹。这是我从来没有想过的事。

我觉得我越变越贪心，可是人有些时候就是贪心的。是我要的太多? 还是你给的太少? 怎么办，我不喜欢这样的感觉。是稳定了，还是变了? 我尽量不去想，因为不想就不会不快乐，但我是典型处女座，我总是想东想西的一点安全感也没有，我真的他妈的很讨厌自己这一点，为什么我就不能简单些快乐些? 不管怎样，什么事，什么情况我就是这个老样子。难道我不值得活的开心一点吗? 难道我的人生就只能这样吗? 好累好辛苦.....

突然心跳好快好紧张，冷静。

bitchania please shutthefuckup. KE ZE KI!

曾几何时...

2011-10-05T23:56:00.004+08:00

曾几何时有个人不计较的帮助我，鼓励我，支持我。不管我累不累，需不需要肩膀，甚至知道我已学会独立后还是一样。还告诉我说，累了 ... 随时欢迎。人生若有这样一位知己，还有遗憾吗? 可我却失去了这位朋友...

朋友，你还记得你说过的东西吗? 我累了，可你不在了... \

以朋友的身份，想念你。

2011-10-01T20:03:00.003+08:00

这几天都好像搞到气氛很僵，豆腐真抱歉我常常都不听话，做些让你很担心的事，感觉上你已经麻木不想再理我了。但我仍然觉得很欣慰至少你是在乎的，我却知道伤到你了。

每一次在你生气后我才想为什么要这么做。总觉得我是好像要引起你的注意，要你在乎我。

哎我就是这样，改也改不掉的坏习惯。可我还想赖在你身边.........

是时候减肥啦!! -.-

1/10/2011

2011-10-01T09:33:00.002+08:00

you sent me your artwork.

distance makes us missing someone more, even more. do you?

failed.

2011-09-26T03:55:00.003+08:00

actually it is okay that we only meet once in a week, or maybe because of you say so. everytime i thought i am already quite missing you while we are texting, like everyday. but things turn out to be lil different, once i saw any photo of you was uploaded to your profile or your own photo that uploaded by you, i am sure that I DO REALLY MISS YOU, LIKE .... A LOT.

okay shut up! our distance is not that far, at least we are on the same land. but i am a girl silly ; a silly girl. anyway, i am a girl.

p/s: feel so sorry of not attending my primary&secondary school old friend's wedding. initially i told her i surely will be there but ended up not turning up, I AM JUST A FAILURE.

its 415am.

good night.

我累了..

2011-09-24T02:03:00.004+08:00

这几天.... 我真的累了.. 我是真的累了。

在想着自己是不是在别人面前装的太坚强了，所以真的累了的时候，却不会有人关心，甚至只是一句简单的问候。我也竟然为了太想要被关怀而哭了.. 那一整天假笑，戴着面具，回到家还要做同样的事情，其实我不知道我什么时候会崩溃。有时候我是不能在撑了... 却不想让自己掉眼泪，所以宁可自己鼻酸到要死，都不想让别人看见。我在他们的心目中，永远都是做傻事的，笑哈哈的，一副开心果的样子，但你们却不知道，就算是开心果，果实也会有腐烂的一天。

他们只会记得我喝醉时做的傻事，在厕所为小盆栽浇水，走不到直线，找不到钥匙却拿护照出来.. 然后笑........... 他们成天只看我笑，当我要有心事想告诉他们时，其实他们都好像没有在听我说话，有一天我还发脾气了。我不喜欢我在说话时没有人理会，却要我继续说，根本就没有在尊重我。

可是当我软弱下来，当我哭泣的时候，却没有人会记得我也需要被关心。其实我想的只是在你身边撒娇，让我自己也感觉到安全感，我是被保护的。我知道我自己是不能好像其他女生一样爹声爹气的撒娇，实话我不是那种人，可是我就是想用我自己的方式撒娇，我也想在你身边，在你面前时把坚强收起，让你站在我前面为我阻挡一切，可以的话我真的一辈子也站在你身后，你为我挡我就在后面为你打气。

我该继续假装坚强? 但不装也装也那么久....... 既然我是坚强的，那我还在意在乎什么? 但我就是不甘心。

惊喜!

2011-09-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

哈哈哈～当我看到他们都上镜时我真的忍不住笑了，

然后回忆起那时的表情跟惊喜! x))

上飞机那天，那个林先生竟然骗我!! 骗我说在朋友房间玩，结果让我看到他在飞机场!! 哈哈哈哈哈~

当我在check in counter和朋友聊天的时候，突然心里在想那只猪怎么真的没有来飞机场找我，结果身边的朋友突然问我说站在对面的男生有个很像你男朋友。当我转头看过去时真的傻眼!! 他和他的朋友好像黑色会大佬那样站在那里看着我，我还以为我自己在做梦! -.- 可是我真的打从心里笑了........................................ :DDD

当我飞着过去时，他就看着我笑，我也看着他笑，哈哈哈!! 还问他我是不是在做梦，捏我的脸吧!! 然后就陪我到差不多上飞机时才离开。期间还拉他着他，只有我们两个人去走走，两个人嘛~ :p 差不多到时间上飞机时他牵我到思颖她们面前要她们看着我，哇尴尬到!! 哈哈哈哈~ 可是他走开时我又跑到他旁边去，他还问我做么跟过来，就是想赖着你!! 嘻嘻嘻嘻~

林先生要离开时还给个抱抱我!! 嘻嘻~ 当然还有谢谢陪他来的朋友，你们的手信在我这! 不过礼轻心意重! :))

你就是喜欢给我这样的惊喜!! <3

可我回来啦! :))

DONE HERE!

2011-09-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

these few days were like a nightmare! rushing my task like mad, i have no experience in it and i can only rely on myself! what to do, i feel so stress!

FINALLY i have done all my drafting, i am already happy like mad now -.- laughing non stop during our phone call! x)) altho the finalize still undergoing on tomorrow, if the lecturer can't satisfied with my sentences and so on and i still needa correct it BUT THE POINT IS I HAVE NO MORE TIME!! since we are going overseas for a field trip soon, it really make me feel so panic of finding pax to our lunch service.

anyway, READY TO GO FOR AN OVERSEA TRIP!!! yuuuhoooooooooooooooooo~

thanks for accompanying me sweetheart. thanks for enduring my bad temper and vexatious! <3

ciaoooooooo.

FML ~

2011-09-11T03:00:00.004+08:00

今天上MPW简直就是多余两个字。早上7点多么不想起床，结果就赖到8点才起，830走到学校但都还没有开始。-.- 2个小时半一直在发抖，冷到我啊........................................ 真的在抖!!! 去到学校时 Mong 就跟在我后面，然后跑来跟我一起进班，'' why are you so late? '', '' you too larr!! '' , '' hehh, i live far from college... '' , '' me toooooooooo :p '' , '' ............. '' 幸好这节老师给看电影，我真的很累，所以睡了.. x))

过后一大班讨论整整半个小时去哪里吃早餐，顶他们不顺。吃完赶回去上1130的课，可是迟到了，老师已经在里面发牢骚，烦不烦? -.- 谢天谢地她又给看电影，听珊说我原来是从课室一关灯我就开始睡，睡到电影差不多要完毕时就醒来了，哈哈哈哈哈哈~ 我真的有很累 -.-

差不多每个星期五都去支持 CULA 1 的午餐，这轮mimi他们也一起哦!! :))

LEFT: Theva, Marcus, Anin, Mimi (Izumi) :p

我的一班挚爱!! =]

就来压力死了，真的真的很压力。而我，真的只需要一点点安慰，真的就一点点，我就满足了。因为这样我又哭了一个晚上，我只不过是区区一个弱者，一下子任务那么多，又没有时间准备，加上配合我做事的又是较懒惰的人，我想我这次完了吧? 算了，也不能怪谁，自己就是那么没有用。

HAIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

我的天啊....

2011-09-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

林先生终于回来了!! 他回来那天晚上就一起出去跟他家人吃饭，有歹势到咯... 本来很期待第一眼看到他谁知道他跟他朋友迷路了，但他到的时候看到他就忍不住笑了，他也笑到好花痴下~ 哈哈!! 感觉像发梦，他竟然在我面前出现了，而且感觉上他看到我的样子很花痴!! 乔到...... 哈哈哈~

吃饱就送我回家了，好不舍得因为只聚一下子，他自己也这样说喔.. LOL 到家了他就跟着我下车，然后在车尾拿了他自己的包包，跟我进屋子后就从他包包拿了一袋东西出来。我一看，他说这些全部都是他买给我的手信，当时我尴尬之余还真的傻掉了，说怎么那么多啊?? 他的答案竟然是 '' 哎呀，买下买下就那么多了咯~ '' 买这么多给我，自己买给自己的却只有一个相机跟几件衣服，还说如果要他的衣也可以给我，女生穿男生的衣很型，林先生傻傻的!! 搞到我好像也有跟去玩酱，haihhhhhhhhh... 林先生呐~

好喜欢这个有我名字的牌子!! :DD

没有想到他会买水瓶给我!!
酱子下来我以后就不能不带水去学校了咯? 高招! :p

之前去泰国都忘了给自己买件hard rock的衣服，结果竟然了了我的心愿!!
他自己的是黑色的~~~ :DD
还有印着princess字的衣服... :pp

这个这个!!! 我戴了很想小孩子叻..... 不过这个很可爱!! @@

这两个大包包!! 实用极了!!

当天晚上还聊了2个小时的电话，天呐好好聊叻可是.... 还开门见山讲了很多之前不敢告诉他的话，emo 了一阵子还喝了一点的胆果然是大点的。聊聊下大概4点才睡觉，O.O

anyway, 谢谢林先生的心意，全部收进心里啦!! hehehehehehhe <3

MHSH.

2011-09-01T20:44:00.004+08:00

a fellow phoned me at the last hour of my birthday! seriously i was getting mad, who cares since hes my boy then he should be the 1st, ngekngekngek~ i thought he would probably forget about it as hes enjoying hes vacation with his lovely family members. LUCKILY HE DIDN'T. you know what, he phoned me at the 1st hour of my birthday but he asked me TO SLEEP EARLIER and told me some stories but i was like '' Excuse me, what do you suppose to say beside those? '' and then was kinda disappointed after ending the call. blablabla~

at the last hour i thought he would just told me some interesting stories again but he popped out with HAPPY BIRTHDAY feiizhuuuu. i was like.... heheheehhehehehehe and quite touch. yes i am a person who is very easy to be satisfied by even a word. :)) he told me he bought quite a lot of stuffs for me, but i was quite embarrassed after i heard it. he said he miss me a lot for twice! muahahaha okay he was forced to mention again for the second time because i said it is still my big day! :p but i hope his words were real for sure! x))

almost a call each day! oh just MHSM -.-

ciaoooooooooooo.

你说的话。

2011-08-30T21:00:00.006+08:00

Show encrypted text

其实我没有想过事情会变成这样，我真的以为...................

this is the most complicated month i ever had.

ciaooooooooooooooo.

WORDS.

2011-08-27T14:28:00.004+08:00

i can't even think rationally. these few days were like a nightmare, i was feelin' damn hard, until i took beer with my roommates. initially i thought it would help, i fall asleep at the playground around 1am, i stayed up until 5am, i could not fall asleep at all. my world was like completely dark, how i hope devil takes me away, i don't feel like staying alive, feel like dying, stand at the middle of the road. but, what is the point of doing so? it only course me suffer, like hell.

i don't know how many times i cried, just suddenly thinking of you by a song. I MISS YOU HELL MUCH!! i don't know why on earth am i using my phone again, because by all the time i only texting with you. but guess you won't feel like me as you have a lot of people waiting to text with you so you won't feel boring.

i hope thru this incident i would probably learn something, but i am afraid i would fall again.

you said you miss me, a lot.

ciaoooooooo.

哇。

2011-08-23T11:26:00.005+08:00

原来我那么久没更新了啊。最近发生很多事情，自己的心情也好不到哪里去，哭了那么多的晚上，想回还是想哭。生病了，第一次想告诉妈咪，然后她打来了，整个人是超感动的，可是为了不让她担心，还是选择一直笑，跟她聊点好笑的。盖了电话后，哭了，在囧面前哭了。之后好想跟妈咪说我发生什么事了，真的好想好想，之前跟妈咪吵架，吵完后她抱着我，突然好想抱着妈咪。

真的好想回家...............

为什么人可以做这样的事? 难道不会觉得很羞耻吗? 感觉不奇怪吗? 说实话我真的不想讨厌你，但你自己就收敛一点不行吗? 我真的很不喜欢很不喜欢这样的感觉。我说过那并不是一切，我希望你能知道你自己在做什么。

眼睛是肿起来了.....

林先生升级当舅舅啦!! BB真的超可爱的!! Eelynn姐姐 take care yaaa! :))

p/s: only you.

thanks to your family

ciaoooooooooo.

2011-08-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

对于你，抱歉我连装都懒了。
或许是我自己的问题，但 who cares?
其实我很自私，我对谁都不好。
我一旦对你好，就会好下去但却得到相反的回报。
我还在乎个屁?
我不会再被你操控我的思绪。
可是我却笨得还想把你当朋友。

p/s: 我害怕，所以想沉淀在你的声音里。

ciaooooooooooo.

look here!

2011-08-12T01:11:00.003+08:00

TANLAYSAN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! i wonder why 3 of us get closer and closer everytime, and 3 of us are best friend now! :)) and you know what, i found out that actually 3 of us were born in A SAME MONTH, awwwwwwww i love August no matter what. anyway, sweet 18th sopoh! thanks for being with me when i was completely down. love yaaaaaaaaaa~

went WongKok restaurant to have lunch together, the sopoh like feeling very proud of treating us the big milk tea and keep showing off her IC. but too bad we all laughed at her, because of her face on her IC. soooooo sorehhhhhh babe! muahahahahhahah.

went to tropicana city mall to catch a movie with xinyao. this is completely a random idea came across my mind, since both of us felt damnnnnn boring. the movie time started at 920pm, i got this idea at 830pm. so i was like, xinyao, do you want to go for a movie? since we have car to use so we were like WHY NOT? LETS GO WITH NO HESITATING! muahahahhaha. anyway, i love this feel. and we got a quite nice seats during our movie. x)) then we went starbucks which located at SS2, a very nice atmosphere and again i saw my seniors, wth i was like damansara is quite small btw. ==''

i wonder how will TLS respond for the thingy we readied! :))

p/s: once i view all the pics and i started missing you like.........? this is all the pics fault. :)

ciaooooooooooooo.

忙!!

2011-08-09T22:01:00.003+08:00

八月简直就是一个字，忙!! 其实我还算愿意，如果不忙的话，我就会很无聊，然后想东想西的。这个月就像是我们的服务月，星期三做午餐，serve午餐，星期五做dinner，serve 晚餐。两边都超级辛苦，晚餐的serving procedures简直不是普通人能顶的，这个星期五被assign做waiteress了啦，还希望能继续做bartender超爽的! 怎么办这次真的要一手端几个碟子碗子了... 够力够力~

这个月根本就没有机会casual装去学校，白色长袖今天洗明天就得穿了，chef装刚刚才洗明天又要穿了。我的手指都脱皮了啦!!

怎样忙还是要准备考试，我的天啊，我们这个月死鬼那么忙然后告诉我们22号就是mid term你以为我是机器啊??!! 真的很累!!

其实再怎么累，这几次做的东西，例如是我做的甜品，刚刚做的汤，成绩出来让我真的还蛮满意，然后就觉得一切都值得。虽然这次的甜品不是我做了，可是我还是有recipe，等我回家慢慢发挥，朋友们你们有口福啦!! :)) 加上是月尾回家，这几个星期的recipe的甜品我做定了!! hehehehehe :))

p/s: 你一句吃饱了吗? 我就觉得很窝心了。

明天serve午餐去!! 加油~

ciaooooooooooooo.

the briefing.

2011-08-05T00:15:00.003+08:00

9am sharp mr gabriel came and brief us about the HK trip. damn i thought our trip suppose to be a 1WEEK trip like what the introducer said to me before i enroll myself to the course. during the briefing brought me some good news but of course there are some bad news too.

BAD NEWS:
1. we are departing from malaysia at the afternoon. wtf the process for group check in must be very slow then guess the time we touching down in HK should be at the night around 10pm.
2. we can't go out at the night. LOL! Tristan should not have asked this question because this is an issue of our own!
3. the time we depart from HK also at the afternoon!! WTF we don't have enough time to spend!
4. our room is in charge by the travel agent, so we will be our roommate is not decided by us. ==

GOOD NEWS:
1. WE ARE NOT GOING BY AIR ASIA!! phewwwwwwwwww~~~ I LOVE CATHAY PACIFIC! blablabla.
2. beside DisneyLand, mr Gab would bring us to the SHOPPING PARADISE!! anyone wants me to buy anything from there? muahahahha :))

今天算是几个星期来晚餐最饱，最丰富，最完整的一餐。虽然是迟了可是还蛮温馨的~ 有饭也有汤，谢谢你们~ 真的很饱很饱.. 但这餐也换来4个星期不能看到你~还是我喜欢喝的西洋菜汤~ ><

p/s: 做人知足就好~

SAVE JOURNEY <3
ciaoooooooooooooo.

NERVOUS!

2011-08-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is going to be my 1st time serving customers! ARGHHHH!! how can my left hand carry 4 plates and above? how can my left hand carry 5 glasses of water and above?

i am really really really nervous!!!!!! WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO, who i can tell? who can really understand my feeling? ARGH SIGH.

p/s: these two days....... is okay.

ciaoooooooooooooooo.

蛤八月?

2011-08-01T16:50:00.005+08:00

仿佛才跟七月打招呼不久，今天竟然是8月的第一天了。很好，处于孤独的状态这个月需维持2个星期，而且是鬼节叻!! 第一次鬼节不在自己温暖的家，喂我真的怕死了!!! 啊现实就是那么不公平。

昨天11点醒来，结果又睡回，睡到3点又醒来，这轮饿了，就和文倩欣瑶去找吃的。在uptown转了一圈，结果去到tropicana mall吃，那时都快5点了。所以我们的三餐就在那个时候搞定!! 不过我们觉得肯定会再饿，然后就去了ss17打包糖水，告诉你这个糖水超好喝!!! 自助式一碗才 RM1.80!! 哪里还有这样价钱的糖水 =='' 而且在 tropicana mall 走时还看到同班的 Grace, Ruixin and Sharon, 但自己穿着邋遢，啊丢脸 ==''

今天那两个大白痴真是会做人没有给我看到他，不然我就瞪死他们!! LOL 去office找 mr eddie 时他不懂哪里死了害我走上走下很累人叻!! 我发誓我不会再去找老师了，而且在 mr din 办公室看到 senior 哇够力歹势，狼狈到一个点。但今天有个 junior 竟然认得我然后跟我打招呼，哇好自豪~ ==''

昨天早上接到阿贝的电话整个人傻掉了，想必你一定不习惯对吧? hmmm :( 考试加油!! 我请你看C.A! :))

p/s: 又 zomok 我的头好痛!!!

ciaoooooooooooo.

:'((((

2011-07-29T02:12:00.001+08:00

今天 kitchen class 提早放学，是还蛮早的。随后我们就去101找法文老师，今天是她工作的最后一天。在跟cula3 上法文，我们 IHTM3 不理，直接说我们也要一起上，当然，她没有拒绝我们，我，珊跟思颖就跑到我们平时的位子坐，那时手上拿着要送她的东西，心里一阵寒。

当她说 un minute 的时候我们简直就是 ............. 当时我的情绪来了!! 当差不多 cula3 的一半走完，我们就上前去跟她聊了一下天，然后我就负责说: '' Ms Nabia, i have something to say and something to give you. '' 过后我就把我们15个 french students 一起写的卡片交给她，她感动到一种地步。我看到珊的眼睛红红的，我更忍不住了，哭成泪人。第一次，第一次我又这样，怎样都上了3个月的法文，真的很不舍得。

Ms Nabia, je t'aime et tu me manques! merci for everything!! pardon i didn't get an A in my french for you but a B. i have tried my best i hope you are not that disappointed.

当她抱我的时候我真的一直哭一直哭........ Mr Alan 的法文课很辛苦，我不想不及格。:(( 她还说如果我们法文功课遇到什么难题记得第一时间在facebook告诉她，她回去 Europe 会有更多时间上网，也尽量帮我们解决，她这样我更不舍得她!!! :(((

p/s: 我要去 KLIA 送机!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bon Voyage ms Nabia :((

习惯成自然。

2011-07-28T00:35:00.005+08:00

身边的朋友这几天都抱着读书的热，为什么? 因为个个都要面对来临final的考试。大家不能一起并肩作战，我final过了现在第二个学期，而且在这么多个朋友里面我是最快的，所以我了解全部现在的苦。但，你们算好了，同班的不是住附近就是室友，要一起温习多么容易。跟我同班的都住到那么远，想一起温习都难，所以我比你们特别压力，几乎都是自己一个人，可我就是习惯了。

突然怀念只住了一个星期的单人房，虽然那一个星期真的很苦很倒霉很孤独，但我享受的，是一个人的时候。原来不得已的孤独还挺不错的，整间房间都是我自己的空间，想怎样就怎样。美中不足的就是我回家需花上20分钟，而且邻居的家在装修，很多外劳出入，我一个人走回家很危险。其实我是习惯了一个人，做什么都一个人，整班一起去1U我竟然走的很快，而且听不见他们叫我，其实我没有耍EMO，我只是习惯罢了。

昨天把第二学期的assignment拿出来看了一看，发现它的 due date 是十一月，心想为什么这个Assignment需要4个月来完成呢? 然后既然大家都得到图书馆温习功课，我也到图书馆去借了 assignment 要用到的参考书回去读，能解闷之余也能跟他们一起读书。

the books i read.

three of us.

啊糖你再熬到早上78点我真的不知道你要怎样考试。我也不好竟然陪你heaaa到那么迟..

p/s: i am not a perfect person, and i am not good to stranger.

ciaoooooooooooo.

这样。

2011-07-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

一起床你就这样，你不累吗? 我很累，真的很累。每一次这个时候我真的很想家，很想回家。家里的舒服能让我很有安全感，什么都不需害怕，不需担心。

她们说我下午睡觉时哭了... 这点我想不通，但我的确发恶梦~ 醒来后再也睡不下，她们都下完去读书，我在楼上看戏，自己又偷偷哭了。生活作息颠倒了，也是自己拿来衰，就只好怨自己。都没有 assignment 做，已经很累很累了，却还一直在 F5 那个其实很无聊透顶的面子书，就那样看着首页到凌晨两三点才甘愿睡觉。为咩?

不想早起只是借口，恨自己没有很厉害的睡觉功力，即使很早睡觉也能很迟才起床，我最多就只能到11点。谁会? 教我好吗? 我现在很累，但还不想睡。真的很犯贱~

其实我很讨厌我自己。我介意个屁?

忙里偷闲。

2011-07-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

今天很庆幸 lecturer 全部去完 field trip 所以今天没有课!! 38跟了他姐姐一起去pavilion，pavilion之前去了一间很有味道，很有气氛，很安静的咖啡厅喝下午茶。之前他就告诉了我然后我就很想很想去，连他喝什么也拍下发给我，大便人弄到很吸引!!

今天终于目睹这件餐厅的风采!! 真的好舒服好舒服，只是坐外面热了点，点的面包和咖啡都不错喝，可是也许是太饿了忘记拍照，真可惜但很不错。:))

这是他之前拍下的，跟今天喝的一样。:))

在pavilion看《武侠》，很恶心但不错看，我还差不多一直笑场，哈哈哈~ 也许是在车上跟他姐姐又听笑话又讲笑话搞到我今天的笑点超低，笑到我乱~~~~~ 过后我们两个就去time square找要跟他回inti的圣豪，死鬼一直zhat我还嫌我慢 =='' 之后就一起搭monorail去kl sentral 然后分散他们搭ktm 我搭 lrt~~~ 回的路上还看到有人差点打架，而且我坐过站~ 哈哈哈哈~ ==''

p/s: 下次提醒我拍照............. :pp

ciaooooooooo.

Service Class.

2011-07-19T21:24:00.003+08:00

YES YES YES today was the service mock up class, in charge by our lecturer Mr Eddie. initially i was quite excited but who knows he is not that strict but damn fussy! =='' luckily the colour of my hair doesn't look obviously at indoor so guess i don't need to dye back into blank colour or else i think i better go and bang the wall~~~~~

class started at 10am sharp and had a short briefing, giving out notes and so on. THEN the most difficult part came, we have to use our left hand which is not very strong for me because i am a right-hand girl, to carry plates! i was like WTF how can my 3 fingers carry a 11'' 's plate? we keep on trying trying and trying then ended up my hand almost cramp! ==''

next we learn how to put on table clothes, there are 2 ways but we failed. WHAT TO DO? i felt damn pekcek but we are newbies! Mr Eddie is like god, his hand can carry 6-7 plates and still can walk around without looking at them. okay maybe he has working in this industry for many years so that is the skill hes havin' .

so we all standing with our high heels for FOUR HOURS. we practice right from 1030am until 1215pm non stop! but only have 30mins lunch break and i was rushing like a mad. then 1245 continue training until 230pm. LUCKILY there are other classes comin' in for training so our class can dismiss earlier because initially he said DO NOT EXPECT CLASS WILL END AT 2PM.

anyway, TIRED MAD but we had fun working together! :)) but i felt like sleeping during briefing class, SOOOOOO BORING!! ==''

p/s: that cause me late of waking the pig up. :pp

ciaoooooooooooooooo.

平静。

2011-07-18T21:44:00.004+08:00

玩了两天，失眠一天。这两天那么多人的聚会真的很难得，好久都没有大家一边聊天一边逛，一起吃麦叔叔，在车里听两个水火不容的人吵架，然后全部爆笑。我还真的忘记我在担心什么了，但狂欢后的寂静，就是我情绪来的时候。

成绩平平凡凡，算中等。但幸好预了拿A的都有，其实我还奢求什么? 但求全部通过不用重考不用留级就是我想的东西。但那通电话后我真的不甘心，难道我就没有会努力的样子吗? 我不做就不做，一做起来是真的会很认真的，哪怕结果出来不理想但我至少我有努力过!!! 就当我没有读书的天赋。抱歉我不是全科A的学生。啊原来我睡觉也有错 :)) 那我升仙不睡觉，哪里都不去，成天拿着书来读，哦给?

好久都没有试过躲在被盖里哭那么久，我也不需要有人明白，真的。习惯了~

p/s: 谢谢你这几天带给我的欢笑。 :)

ciaoooooooooooooo.

insomnia.

2011-07-13T15:27:00.003+08:00

我害怕我胆怯我失败我懊恼我紧张我担心我胆小!!!!!!

当我空闲，没事做，我就想东想西，担心这个那个。没法子我就是这样的人，讨厌烦恼却自找烦恼，势必让自己无法入睡才甘愿，然后恶梦频频。这几晚其实真的很难过，我不想在这里更不想回去，我该往哪?

虽然好久没有懒着不做事那么多天，可是头痛也跟随我那么多天。说实在你是怎么了?!! 有必要缠我那么久吗?

掩饰。很累。

我不想重来，真的不想。
ciaooooooooooo.

回家。

2011-07-11T00:35:00.003+08:00

我终于在家了!! 妈咪每次我回家就要我早睡，说我回家是充电的，可是我说回家就是睡到迟迟啊，早起是要上学不是吗? 她静掉~ muahhaaha :))

今天跟妈咪一起弄蛋糕，哇爽咯原来很好玩，哈哈哈!! 妈咪还说什么现在利用一个礼拜来训练我，拜一回去上厨房课不会丢脸。诶什么啊? 我本来就有很好的底，基础很足够了的!! :)) 最近妈咪不懂做么鬼好像退休了酱学人家做蛋糕，以前叫她做比登天还难，现在为了蛋糕换新的烤炉!! 不用紧幸亏她有个喜欢吃蛋糕的女儿，嘻嘻嘻~ 蛋糕烤好了后她突然告诉我明天是老爸的生日，够力我才想起诶是咯horrr, 明天11号了怎么办怎么办!!

然后就像 mr 讲的顺理成章的把我做的蛋糕当生日蛋糕，晚上跟妈咪去买蜡烛。老爸关店回来，他上楼换衣后我就在楼下赶快把蜡烛点了，结果他下楼真的有吓到，哈哈哈哈~ 要爱哦老爸讲他也忘记自己的生日! 老爸生日快乐!!! 几好......... 刚好这次能回来帮你庆生，父亲节我又有回，唯独是妈咪生日跟母亲节都不在，妈咪不要吃醋啦!! 女人嘛~ 天性就是吃干醋 :p

DADDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

p/s: 都不是秘密了的，mr 你弄我愚死了.. gahhhh T.T babiii betulll~

ciaooooooooooo.

MOOD ON.

2011-07-09T11:51:00.003+08:00

started my holiday! but seriously i feel damn boring of staying at home, i don't know how can i survive when i back in town, MY HOMETOWN!! guess i have to back few days earlier in order to prepare myself for semester 2, OMG IT IS SEM2 IT IS SEM2! FOM lecturer asked us to prepare for sem3 are you crazy yes i mean it. zz

firstly i have to dye my hair, the black one keep growing and doesn't sounds nice! i wanna buy a new mouse for my lappy i wanna cut my fringe i wanna have hair treatment i wanna have facial treatment since a couple of week ago i keep rushing my reports and pimples grew! ARGHHH. okay now my holidays sounds pack so okayy don't worry. :))

WTF. i hate people wakes me up early in the morning and ask me to do something not related to me! who do you think you are and i have no right to wake you up you stupid. if you cant wake up and cant rush to class so THATS IT non of my business are you stupid?

p/s: you tend to make me smile. :)

ciaooooooooo.

GOOD BYE 1ST SEM.

2011-07-06T18:20:00.005+08:00

my stress remover. mr bought it :))

hereby to announce that i am officially done with my 1st semester!! got to study what exactly the question will come out but once i look into the paper and i forgot part of them, maybe i was too nervous and afraid will be cheated by lecturer again. poor me ==

came out a bit earlier after knowing that i didn't remember anything else so just don't wanna waste my time sitting inside and feeling damn cold like don't know.. LOL but, the important was..... AFTER I CAME OUT AND LOOK BACK INTO THE PAPER, I REMEMBERED BUT I JUST MADE THE WRONG SEQUENCES! seriously feel like go and bang the wall == guess my distinction for this subject has gone .... ARGHHH.

then shiying and i went to see our AA, as well as getting our schedule for 2nd semester. guess what, i feel like crying after getting it, my mood turned down and seriously mad. i thought our 2nd sem will be at least SLIGHTLY better since our 1st sem was so pack, but i was wrong. IT IS EVEN PACKER. practical class until 8pm! and saterday i would have class for MPW. what the fuck??!!

i felt so sorry to my parents because i feel like quitting. == WHYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

should enjoy my 1week break, candidly it is my 1st time having a break which is more than 3days. POOR ME, POOR COURSE I AM HAVIN'. but no choice, PERSIST.

ciaoooooooooooooo. are you getting bored to me?

不公平。

2011-07-04T23:32:00.002+08:00

今天我真的很不想起床，准备了思颖竟然打电话来催我，告诉我我快迟到了，因为9点开始考八点半要到那里。

人生第一次college final考，紧张死我，但是会来的始终回来，所以撑着就算了。一早就是考 english intermediate 先，但竟然被亲爱的 Ms Lopez 骗，亏我们那么喜欢你，真的另我们很失望。考试前一周才给我们 literature 我们都算了，竟然给我们错的 idioms tips, 还说什么 well - prepared us, 我们被你骗的团团转就有。短短2个小时要做7题全部都是写的。

Section A - 读作文的 objective - 14个选10个 business term 写意思 - 10个 idioms 选 5个写意思再造句。
Section B - 2个 report 里面选一个来写，最够力是竟然还要注明要写 250 字以上关于 literature 的 moral value。但她只给我们读，其他的什么都没有，我写屁啊?
Section C - 10个active sentence 换去 passive.

2个小时怎么可能做的完? 实话说我的 idioms 空完，因为读她很强调的 EXAM TIPS 竟然什么都没有出，我真的很生气。然后 literature 只给我们文章其他相关问题什么都没有然后考试问我们 moral value, 我点懂啊? ==

幸亏 tourism industry 估的 tips 全部中 99!! 幸好我发现 tips 早然后知道读不进了所以赶紧死背，感谢神我死背都给我死背到，而且没有在考试时冷到我忘记。感谢 Ms Gan 帮我换位因为我实在冷到我不行了~ ==''

明天 french, 但之前的功课都有分数，所以明天的final不用那么紧张，拿多10分我就及格了。还真希望如此 ==

ciaoooooooooooo~

STUCK, FINALS

2011-07-03T23:22:00.004+08:00

this is my 1st time i don't feel like going to COLLEGE. seriously i am stuck. i suddenly forget everything i have done just now since i got to know that actually for tourism industry we have tips to study. SO WHAT I HAVE DONE IS WASTED. of course, there are few more chapters i haven't go through, how can i face my finals tomorrow? CAN I QUIT?

BURST OUT when both of the shapooooo phoned me. actually i know both of them got stuck too, but i just could not bear when i heard their voices. they were just trying to cheer me up even though they are suffering, i wanted to cheer them up too but i can't. i am sorry to them.......

KL, no point for crying.

终于!!!

2011-06-30T00:31:00.003+08:00

我终于自由啦!!! 终于把所有的 assignment 做完了!! 只要明天的 presentation 一结束，我就要开始读书了，为了那些临时才完成的功课而浪费了我温习的时间，真的觉得很无奈。== 时间也过的很快，那么快4个月过去了，下个礼拜就是我的 final 考试，也就是说，我第二个学期即将来临。

昨天 kitchen 的 lecturer 来跟我们 briefing，一位很有外婆味道的 Ms Gan，还蛮喜欢她的，说话直接去point，而且开始关心我们起来了。虽然 briefing 里的几个问题把我吓坏了，可是还是很鬼死期待进厨房跟她学习!! ;))

1. our class usually from 2pm to 10pm. ( 够力，到10点晚上??!! 不过她说会等我们回家后她才回，然后晚餐她煮给我们吃，又或者大家一起来!! 爽~ )

2. please do not miss out your dinner class. ( 她说考试都是考晚餐的东西，如果缺席了就会完全不明白老师在干什么了~)

3. normally i'll get you guys LEONG SHUI during our class, i know some of them love it. ( 我们华人听到简直就是拍手叫好，更何况我喜欢喝凉水!! 老师你当我干妈吧!! 哈哈哈哈 :)) )

虽然第二个 sem 真的看似很辛苦，我也察觉到会很辛苦，可是这是我的路，多辛苦撑一撑就好!! 加上，其实我真的还蛮期待的，认识我的人，你们有口福啦!! 我肯定在家里露两手，哈哈哈~

p/s:其实 ... 哭过就好了，笑一笑又过了! :)) 不算什么，小事小事~

ciaooooooooooo.

要考试了。

2011-06-27T21:42:00.004+08:00

今天去到学校，才知道我们要求上的 front office 取消了，所以只有 tourism industry 上，而且还只上那一个小时就放学了，还真的是第一次。九点多就一身松，但又不想那么快回家，就在电脑室呆，还跟那两个傻婆一起看连续剧，差不多12点酱被逼离开冷冷的电脑室.......

回到家本来想洗衣服，可是因为早上下过雨来，床都冷冷的，就直接躺在床上，跟她们聊下天，突然间连我自己也睡着了 =='' 真的很舒服.................................~~

这个月的晚餐准备挨面包，钱包都瘦掉了。==''

CHEF 的 uniform 今天拿到了.. 下个sem就近厨房.. :))

ssstttuuuudddyyyyyyy~~~~

我不想我们之间有什么事情发生你突然间的冷淡让我不知所措我们就这样平凡的情侣过平凡的日子就让我很满意了我觉得我很幸福了。

what to do? i am lost.
ciaooooo.

惊。喜

2011-06-23T11:39:00.007+08:00

昨天我们第一次搭ktm, 慘上 INTI NILAI 想说给林川颉一个生日惊喜。大概530我，莹，微，囧就从midvalley搭KTM去nilai，其余的萱，雄，伟就迟点因为他们有事情做。第一次搭KTM, 简直就是人挤人，难怪他们要分男女各一个包厢，不然女生很不划算.. =='' 也终于明白为什么有时候那班 inti 的懒惰出来，真的还蛮慘。到 nilai 那站都快 7点了.... ~~

到了就搭巴士到他们学校门口，然后就走进去篮球场找正在练球的川雄他们。在那里看见一群群华人，然后 inti 真的有大到!! =='' 等他们搞定后他们就先去买蛋糕，我们就先去他们平时吃晚饭的地点。过后一号就负责联络林涛看他们要出了没有，我们就要躲起来了!! 唯一比较可怜的就是要拿着蛋糕躲在厕所旁边，哈哈哈~ 不久见莹一直喊说他们走着来了，看到他了... 那时我的手在抖 =='' 当他坐在一号位他准备背对着我们的位置时，我就捧着蛋糕准备要吓他了，结果他那时在 order 然后他的头就一直动，所以我也必须跟着他头的方向来回避他的视线。终于到他定下来时..........................

(捧着蛋糕在他左耳旁轻轻的说............)
我: 生日快乐........
他: ???!!!!!!!!

他整个人是吓到跳了起来，连我也被他的反应吓到了!! 哈哈哈哈哈~ 然后全部一起唱生日歌，弄到他有点尴尬。而且他的眼睛泛泪!!! 我的妈呀，他要哭了~~~~~~~~ :))

也许真的很感动吧，因为他说在这里见到我们真的会吓死。但你没有看错或者发梦，我们就真的在 inti nilai 出现了!!! :))) 去年他的生日泡汤，我们都吓不到他，今年我们双倍奉还。可是他也很笨下~ hahahahah.

p/s: 林川颉生日快乐!!!! :)) (希望你不要生气我们骗了你咯 :pp )

ciaoooooooooooooooo~

啊?

2011-06-20T23:29:00.004+08:00

啊啊啊啊啊着几天都在忙，虽然我整天串assignment free可是就是因为没有assignment做而越变越忙，因为 FINAL 要来了!!! 够力了... 庆幸是lecturer都给题目范围，没有那么担心，总之就是要读书啦!!

今天presentation又发生了一些小争执。其实大家都是朋友，真的只是帮与不帮之间罢了，我们想帮你，可是老师又好像什么都懂，我们想argue也不能。加了你的名字在slide里又被老师ban, 所以被逼删除。哎呀其实夹在中间真的很难做，唯有全部让Raf来讲，我静静就好。谢天谢地我们还是成功把presentation搞定，老师还说我们的开头不错。在Q&A环节老师死命怀疑我们计算错误，幸亏那个part是我想的所以我就负责回答她的问题，她问我答，弄到她口哑哑! 觉得自己很厉害!! muahahahha :))

去了KLCC，打算扫货，可是想着还是省着点比较好，去香港就可是用自己钱，买一些小手信给那班饿鬼，哈哈哈!! :)) 最衰我还是扫了一点，mega sales 叻? 我怎样忍? :))

在 Mango 和 GAP 都扫到我喜欢的东西，啊!!! 好喜欢好喜欢................. <3<3

这个相机，超帅!!! 还想说如果价钱有道理的话可能会买来送。谁知道那么小个的lomo机竟然卖RM2K!! 注定眼看手不动... :((

p/s: 法文考又卷土从来，我不能丢脸了啦!!!

咳嗽恭喜我们庆祝2星期!! == 你让我真的很幸福.............. zzzz
来欢迎伤风，看我们能交往多久... :)) :@:@

ciaoooooooooooo.

oh mon dieu!

2011-06-17T18:12:00.002+08:00

freaking OH MON DIEU! while havin' our FOM class, Mr Gruch said that he is going to tell us our mid-term result, and he emphasize that our result was SURPRISING! of course we wonder howwwwww surprising it was. he was quite happy to know we done a good job!!!

FIRST, our OPERA result break Mr Gruch previous classes record, one of our classmate just used 4minutes to finish using OPERA to check in as well as check out. SUPERB!! his previous record was 7minutes, sooooooooooooooo we done 1st good job! lalallala, LC group, WE BEAT YOU. so SHUT UP! :))

SECOND, overall our OPERA majority just used within 10minutes as the maximum time given is 20minutes. ( i used 8minutes!! that was totally out of my expectation. )

THIRD, i managed to squeeze into the TOP 10 list, which considered my OPERA marks and time used. the full mark is 25 and i got 24!! ohhhhhhhhmyyyygoddd!!!

FOURTH, adding up my OPERA result and my mid-term paper exam, my final score is 39 out of passing mark of 40. sooooooo the FINAL EXAM in the early JULY, i just needed 1 mark so i can pass my FOM!! but, the marks of our assignment and final exam haven't counted in, Mr Gruch said that we can crave for DISTINCTION!! which is something like A/A+ in our spm.

soooo, I WANNA STUDY!! I WANNA GET DISTINCTION!!!!

p/s: french teacher might not teaching us in the second sem, SADDDDDDDDD :(((

babeeeeeeeeee i am superbly in mood! :))

ciaoooooooooooo

vent out.

2011-06-16T00:37:00.003+08:00

actually the 1st time you really didn't impress us much until today! the last day of PDP you still doing the same thing and made us even more DISLIKE you.

seriously this was my 1st time being sacked by lecturer, WTF? once we entered the class and you didn't react much but still greet us nicely but things turn out to be worse after everyone came in. yes maybe one of the reason was we came in late, but mostly WASN'T our fault!

so you think 8 peoples failed on the reports made you feel ashamed? don't you think we have to the same feeling too? WE HATE TO COMPLAIN LETCURER! you gave us the report templates on WEDNESDAY and wanted us to pass up ON FRIDAY. god, we still have assignment to rush you thought only you giving assignment?

the reason WE GET OUT from the class was WE CARE YOUR FEELING as well as CULA's feeling. you said if we don't get out so you will, we wanted you to out actually but once you out, CULA class is involved so we out. YOU WAS UNFAIR to us always, why CULA can stay but not IHTM? you said we can wear our own formal attire on WEDNESDAY but today you suddenly pop out that we should wear our course uniform, WHATTHEFUCK??!!

i was glad that my reports didn't fail, SO I DIDN'T NEED TO APOLOGIZE TO YOU. screwed you.

p/s: I HOPE NOT TO SEE YOU IN MY NEXT SEM.

ciaoooooooooooooooo.

stressed out.

2011-06-12T12:20:00.004+08:00

few days ago i was really rushing my ''last-minute'' assignment, well just blame me. i like to do thing at the last minute, i can't help. but the worse is my spirit will come everytime i do last minute work, whatdaheck.

10 reports finally GET OUTTA MY LIFE. kinda bullshit i have to rush it within few hours, but i did it, I DID IT!! once i saved inside the particular thumbdrive and passing to my class rep, you can never imagine how i feel damn relief!! but there was a prob within us, you know what, i really don't hope things turn out to be like that. i hope you guys know about that, remember WE ARE FRIENDS!!

yeepppiii i am home again. but going back tomorrow, everytime i escape from urban i feel damn greattttt. i hope time stops now......

p/s: i need you just like a heart needs a beat. :) LY.

ciaooooooo.

hmmmmm.

2011-06-07T15:22:00.003+08:00

i guess i am getting sick. few days of rushing my assignments and presentations, everything went imbalance. really missing the times during secondary school, with don't even need to complete all the so-called homework had given, ofcoz there are no due date, but the important was we don't even care! :))

before that how we desire to stay up late, to face the lappy allllll the time, yes the chance is here, but i feel so damn hideous. feel like throwing my lappy miles away from me and don't even wanted to see my assignment ~~SHIT~~ (sheets). why lecturers are all cruel like that? i bet they know we have got a lot of assignment to accomplish but still NON-STOP-GIVING!

you know what, i know i have to done my assignment but still........... I AM LIKE DO-NOTHING and feel like going out to shop, shop till the MAX!! and keep pressing F5 to refresh my facebook homepage, what for? GILEEEEEEEEEEEE BABIIIIIIIIIII BETUL.

anyone meet GOD? please ask him to take me away, i am so sick!! and i don't want to stay. thankyou.

gahhhhhhhh, damn emo's stuff.

ciaoooooooo.

家苦家。

2011-06-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

时间就是过得那么快，我又回到现实的生活中了。可是，我整个人真的超级不舒服，多亏 ''你'' !! 现在又多了一个 ''你'' ... 现在心情超级不爽!!

都快第二个sem了.. 才告诉我.. ==''

好想去尝试~~~~~

不开心，想吃冷的，想吃巧克力，冰淇淋!!

护照搞定。

想念老弟，你们越来越傻..........

不爽不爽不爽不爽!!

annyeonggggggggggggggg.

家甜家。

2011-06-05T16:20:00.004+08:00

阿琳回家咯!! 这次回关丹先，吃嫲嫲的晚餐，看到小堂弟，好像不认得我了啦? 拜托才两个月叻... 他们都说我像外国人，要爱叻~ muahahah :))

晚餐前去剪头发，天啊简直就是一个字，爽!! 好久没有被服务了.. 哈哈哈!! 然后修了我的头发，有点后悔因为太薄了，我要用圈圈绑头发都担心会很loose.. :(( 回到家后就要干好多事情，今早跟很家族吃爱美姐，然后莹他们就要搭巴士回kayL了，毕竟她们放了一个礼拜的假期，我也一个人呆在家一个礼拜了，现在给我享受几天吧! :pp

过后去拍passport照，够力不好看。惨了我的passport不用要了~ =='' 然后去补牙，有痛到!! ==''

其实我还蛮有天分当理发师，我的刘海是我自己剪的!! muahahahah ==''
不能顶因为太长了，奇怪你刘海偏偏很快就长!

但去了剪头发他就跟我修短了，啊~~~~~~~~

p/s: 其实你知道你来的不是时候吗??!! :@ :@ 你让我觉得很难过!!

annyeongggggggg.

结束。

2011-06-02T20:15:00.004+08:00

最近我觉得，没有事比用手洗衣服来的困难，所以当我很压力，当我觉得什么鬼屁功课超级难的时候，我会找衣服洗。因为娘的最最最难的就是把衣服扭干!!! :@:@ 扭干后我的心就平静了 ==''

人生第一次 Formal Attire 的 presentation 终于完成了!! 这次超正式的presentation让我紧张到忙上洗手间，心跳加速，老师看到我，拍我肩膀然后问我 '' are you okay? '' 我就一直 '' no, i am not, i am really not okay '' 然后她就笑 =='' 到我的时候，觉得手上拿着的遥控器很帅!! 哈哈哈哈~ 下一个slide就按一下，要他们注意的point就按一下，红色的 lazer light 就会出现.. 啊总之就好象握着WII的遥控。其实正在present的时候，心情好像没有那么紧张。因为老师一直在后面笑，然后竖起大拇指。过后见她时说唯一扣我分数的就是我的手两次塞进口袋...... =='' 然后在较后面时，好像赶着结束的样子，所以........................咯。zz

回去桌位的时候整个人还没回魂，呆坐在一旁。只懂得忙喝水，因为讲到我口很干! muahahaha :))

早上赶着出门时.............

ah hor 开会去，大家 - 玩!!

可能会回家，弄护照! :)) 可是，这个周末的电影取消了.... :((

annyeonggggggggggg.

UNIFORM UNIFORM.

2011-05-31T15:11:00.004+08:00

今早起床准备8点课时突然下起倾盆大雨，还打起雷来，我说天啊我怎么上学啊!! 然后心想最好停雨，结果等等下自己睡着了。思颖和啊珊的6通未接电话和一封简讯，我8点半才看到，心里庆幸自己还会在8点半爬起来，不然GEO我就破不到 prefect attendance了。去到班上9点，刚好他们在BREAK，跟ah Hor 讲一声sorry就回到位置，然后那两位小姐就看着我笑，ah Hor 还问我为什么吃面包只带自己的那一份，不好笑咯............ :))

突然班长走了出去听电话，回来时对着我笑，我心想千万是class cancel啊，我还想睡觉。我说class cancel时他摇头，但我灵机一动说uniform时他竟然是点头的，我超级不能相信呀!! 然后我，思颖跟啊珊好像傻了似的一直HI 5，毕竟我们等了两个月了啦!!

外套，西裤，长袖白衣，丝巾 & 胸针。
( Front Office Use )

无袖外套，领带，白衣，西裤，白布。
( Service Use )

整套看起来是有帅到咯!!! muahahahhahaha
可是我穿不帅 ==''

这个不用说简直就是百分之百是服务员~ (不能笑!!==')

够力，拿到了就得想外套西裤那些要怎样洗................................ =='' 麻麻烦烦~

annyeongggggggggggggg.

college's marathon!

2011-05-29T18:36:00.003+08:00

it was my 1st time to enroll myself for college's marathon! actually i wasn't the one who really run or cycle, but our class IHTM3 had distributed rm5 for the registration fees which cost RM100 for the charity, soooooooooo we went to give our team a support! ;))

credits to Gab who provided his sister's room for us to stay. OMFG he has a big house!! no doubt, he lives at Desa Park City where gathered all the rich people, but the problem wasn't the size of the house but we really felt damn comfortable to stay at there. watched Insidious, the fcuking horrible movie, damn i just hate it, maybe i would stay alone for a week but they grab me to watch this, so i hate it. hmmmm. after movie around 1am and we went mamak store lepak until 2 something, but we stayed up until 4am, keep laughing and idling non-stop. and then 6am, the time ah san and me sleep like a pig, Tristen shake our legs and kept ask us to wake up.......

the event ended around 10 something, then we went to have out brunch around the house area. i was like stunned because there are so damn convenience!! you named it, they have it. LOL~

p/s: SORRY.

i am glad that i am being concerned, i am sorry i make you worried. :((
annyeonggggggggggg.

掰掰~

2011-05-28T00:33:00.003+08:00

MID TERM BYEBYE!! BYEBYE!! 其实掰什么，我下个sem还是会有... 但是，是大学的第一个年中考耶，终于考完啦!! :)) 时间真的很快，mid term 过了final 就要来了，mid term我压力到快倒了那么final我不死暴毙死掉了? 够力~ 而且 final 后只有一个星期假期，大便酱.. ==''

今天script试吓倒我了，全部都考完而且分数超高的，结果老师要我最后一个才进去。也许是自己压力过度吧，一下子忍不住哭了起来，也间接吧他们吓到了。对不起啊朋友，我太紧张了.. =='' Mr Gurch 出来指我进去时就跟他开了个玩笑.. 当然，那时的情绪已经平复了。

'' WHY YOU PUT ME AT THE LAST ONE??!! ''
'' because i feel like asking you questions, the last one would be more difficult! hahahaha ''
'' soooooo mean!! ><

开玩笑过后就开始了，good morning 后就把之前背下来的script一个个讲，他就一个个打勾看我有没有漏什么。在讲的时候自己也稍微有在抖，毕竟一对一，然后他认真起来是很认真的，所以不能小看他。have a nice day 后就看他算分数，结果............

'' you missed out something.. ''
'' what?? what is that??!! ''
'' the online guest feedback... '' 算算算~~
'' how was it how was it....................... ''
让我看了我的分数然后说: '' nvm you did well... you did well... ''
'' okayyyy, thanks sir... ''

10分满分我拿了 9.45 分!! 感谢天感谢地!!!!!!!!!!! 还有感谢要我一边抄一遍读的你。 :))

够力忍不住还是买了衣服。我心想我的自制能力死到哪里去了? ==''
我真的仆街了~~~~

p/s: 不用担心啦! :))

一个星期一个人。
annyeongggggggggggggggg.

最后。

2011-05-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

Front Office Management 的 Paper Test 终于搞定啦!! 而且还当场知道了成绩，Mr Gurch 喊我的名字再加上我的分数时我整个人是在抖的，念了我的分数后心情稍微低落了一点，毕竟我怎样也有熬夜结果出来的成绩还比没有读书的人低... 不过还真是一个不错的分数，多几分就满分了啊!!! 失败啊你凯琳~~~~~~

星期五还是 Front Office Management 的试，电脑 Opera System 和 Role Play Exam.. 考完了还有一堆assignment做，我觉得我真的赶不下去了..

考试方面心可以定了可是想到考完试还要应付功课我真的想大声哭。别人考完试就放假... 我呢?

其实我很压力。你在想什么?

annyeonggggggggggg.

2011-05-23T00:30:00.002+08:00

i am tired. i am tired. i am tired. i have done something, AT LEAST! powerpoint is freaking hard to control!! I HAVEN'T SAVE AND I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED ''X''! wtffffff~ so, REDO. i thought i get almost all the information of it then i can relax, but actually NO! after gathering all the info and i need to arrange it, whatdaheck i am totally blank!

i heard there is a service of helping in assignment but have to pay for the person who done for you. sooooooooooooooooooooooooo can i? muahahahha. BUT I AM OFFICIALLY BANKRUPT, do it myself. hmmmm.

i have 3 more assignments to go. DOOMS DAY WHERE ARE YOU? kill me please............. :(( i am getting insane!!

annyeongggg.

another gathering.......

2011-05-22T18:35:00.003+08:00

went out to KLCC by myself again, YKL you're getting independent and independent! but too bad YYY didn't wanna join me! grrrrrrrr ~ took a cab after i went over to the ATM machine, and it took me 5mins to reach at the LRT station. bought the ticket which is to KLCC but i purposely get off from the train at KL SENTRAL in order to wait for some of them.

thanks god i didn't need to wait for a long time cause by the time i reached kl sentral then they called to my cell and told me they reached at the same stop! sooooo yeah! ;)) we went KLCC together then! :)) straightaway went to the food court to grab our BRUNCH! hungry like mad. after meal we went to the convention center to visit your secondary school juniors for their invention competition. seriously it was my 1ST TIME to visit the invention exhibition, quite nice to meet them, jenny, elyn, and huili. ;))

it was the time for the prize giving session.
cx was holding my bag. muahahah

nvm, it sounds SUIT. :p

fellowssssssssssss.
i was the only girl. ohhhhhhh :))

went 1U afterward coz someone looking for a hair cut. awwwwww nice thou :p

welcome zehan and zeyan to the kl life! muahahaha :))

annyeonggggggg.

a dinner after a test.

2011-05-21T12:33:00.003+08:00

we finished the most stressful sub!! which is the tourism industry, hmmmm the 1st Q i think i didn't do well cause' i only read the factors but for the description i didn't even mentioned it, so i guess i would probably get low marks for it. BUTTT for the 2nd Q i wrote quite a lot, hopefully the second answer would save me. :))

1st time to visit our MOCK ROOM at college.

will be having the MOCK TEST in this FAKE HOTEL ROOM this friday :((

we planned to go for a dinner together!! and the venue was the yuan steamboat where near to the sunway pyramid! :)) called my friend for the accurate location.

while waiting Tristen to pick up Izumi and Shafri.......

730pm SHARP!

gile with my girffyyy~

class of IHTM 3 and CULA 3!!

gabgab, tristen and izumi....

chan, gorgor, sansan, shiying and her bf~

SPOT shafri! muahahah :))FIFI........ :))
raf gorgor, ah san, ah left, ah yun, mimi, linda, fifi and ah leng~ rofl

mimi macam drifting!! omgomg. muahahah
the way he drives really cute ==''

ah san, linda and me at CHIDAS. (mamak store at TTDI)

mimi and fifi and gor gor all shisha ==''
NO TRY NO TRY!

AN ABUNDANT dinner with them! :))

sorry i didn't mean to avoid you.

annyeongggggg.

its 320am.

2011-05-20T03:17:00.002+08:00

3.20am.

seriously i am stealing some time to blog. the next morning, it means later... LOL! i am going to have my third and forth exam. my MOCK practical exam, which has to dress up in formal and like playing a role in hotel and serve customers. it sounds easy but don't ever try to judge a book by its cover! you have to think WAYSSSSSSSS to overcome their problems since they have a lot of problems for us to solve. so yeaaah.

next would be my tourism industry. GODDDD! for this exam we have to write 2 essays! there are 4 questions coming out then we just need to choose either 2, but it is damn hard because each question consist of 10marks! WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO? hmmmmm.

credits to yingying that she helped me to buy 2tins of nescafe and seriously it works! THANKSSSGOD! i can remember the Maslow theory now!! that mean.... I CAN SLEEP I CAN SLEEP! muahahahah :))

by the time she went out to buy, i couldn't control myself and i burst. hmmm~

p/s: ILY, darling.

I CAN SLEEP NOW! :))
annyeongggggggggggg.

ARGHHHH.

2011-05-19T01:22:00.004+08:00

seriously when i was opening this page yesterday and i found out that actually i didn't know what to write but i did have a lot of stories recently. so yeahhh since i HAVE NO SLIDE to study for the H&T GEO's quiz tomorrow so i am quite free for now. :))

1st of all i am SUPER DUPER glad that my english language presentation delayed! wheeeeeee :)) if it doesn't so it would be on next monday and i was like WTF? since i didn't done any slide of powerpoint yet. FOM test is around the corner........and the tourism industry's mid term would be on this coming FRIDAY!!! HOWHOWHOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. eemmppttyy!

candidly PDP is quite a funny class to attend but when i think of the lecturer so it doesn't impress me more and so shes the MS WONG. YES YOU MS WONG! =='' hmmm. well, merged with the CULA class is seriously making me laughing all the time! i wonder why they would choose culinary arts since they TALK A LOT! the random presentation today is about '' what are you actually good at and WHY'' i didn't prepare for it so i think of my point on the spot, god right. muahahah. LTA lecturer hall is big and there are a stage, when i walked towards the stage with my high heels and i feel KINDA AWKWARD, don't know why.

when the presentation have to go on from the students in the 1st row, we wonder why Riki went towards the stage and introduce himself since he sat behind me, then everyone was looking at him, after few seconds only he realize that it wasn't his turn, and by the time he walk back to his seat and he shouted '' OH MALU-NYAAAA'' we were like........... MUAHAHAHAHHAH!!!! then Marc was sitting behind me and suddenly he pulled my hand, i almost shouted but i didn't. he just wanna take out my watch and try on his hand, too bad it didn't fit! muahahahah BUT RIKI DID. ROFL~ i didn't know whose tie i was playing and it was given by Riki, i couldn't tie it nicely so he took it back and challenge me!

but when he gave me the tie he done...... Marc and i was like hitting him because actually he is the one who didn't know how to tie a tie! OMGGG kiki you're cute! :pp

ohhhh i miss smiling like that. :pp

seriously i need some luck for the test.

annyeeoongggggggg.

GATHERED.

2011-05-15T23:15:00.001+08:00

i don't know how long i can tolerate for this post because i am freaking tired. JE SUIS FATIGUE! went out for the whole dayyyyyyyy right from 1130am until 1030pm.

went out with my family and have DIM SUM around my house area as our breakfast, then all of them went to do for the loan and house thingy after sending me back home. then i went to midvalley, you really shocked me!! and i was sooooo shy to meet them, hehehehehhe :)) i was happy! but i know you was more happy than me! blekss. i guess you are still smiling non stop huh? well, it was quite upset to leave. :( yet i went sunway to meet my friends, ying, jiong, csiong, richard, tauwee and huiken up by myself. :)) i only did a little shopping but its okay at least :))

HAD ICE CREAM TOGETHER. :))

p/s: ohhhhhh is today a special day and a happy thouuu :))

anyeongggggggg.

那些事。

2011-05-14T01:06:00.003+08:00

爸爸妈咪婆婆阿姨姨丈都来看我啦，是有开心一点啦，我喜欢当我看到婆婆时，我大大声叫她，她也会大大声的回应我，高兴!! :)) 上完课就在家里等她们来找我，一个人在家，莹和囧都出去了.. 想到一个人走路回家很怕，原本以为搬家了会好点，结果还是给我发生一堆不太平的事，心想给我安乐的走路去学校和走路回家都不能吗...................... 烦。

刚刚回到家，莹就说刚才房间很热闹，心想是谁来探望我们了，而且还在我的留言板上留下这样自恋的字条，原来是嘉荣，还有够自恋的... loll

在学校做了傻事。之前那个 Watson 来做宣传也是说要拍照，结果我们一个个拒绝，偏偏就为这个 Revive 的饮品拍了几张傻照。没有变，人是现实的，拍了有水拿，哈哈哈哈!! 不过很好玩 :))

在那里留影的。时间就是那么快.............

1st of May. :))

p/s: superbly in mood. :))

annyeongggggg. :))

烂。

2011-05-11T01:01:00.003+08:00

真的当掉了，老师的样子很失望。在班上老师问什么，我都差不多会答，偏偏考试就....当! 怎样心里也不怎么开心，可是要怪就怪自己没有读，把整个test忘记然后跑去睡觉.. 第一次的考试就是法文，然后法文竟然给我当掉了!!! 其实................ 想到我自己就真的接受不到，第一次大学考试叻!! 当掉叻!! 我要怎样面对第二第三第四次的考试??? 陆陆续续考试将会很多，我该怎么办................... 撑到不能再撑了...................... 崩溃==''

FOM's lecturer 竟然发脾气!! 第一次他顶不顺人家在他讲课时在后面讲话，他直接骂! 害到我都吓到了一下... Mr Gurcharan 其实不能小看，虽然他讲课时很生动有趣，常常跟我们开玩笑，可是原来他发脾气起来还真的不是病猫。

'' If both of you still talking, Get the hell out of my class! '' 他对 seven 和 donghwan 的话.... =='' 可是他骂完一堆话后，竟然问我们... '' Is that a bit harsh? '' 然后他自己在那边笑........ 搞不懂他咯!! ==''

今天就是一堆这样的东西.... :((

annyeonggggg.

great days.

2011-05-09T21:58:00.004+08:00

Had fun these 3days! :)) went out to midvalley on friday night, saterday and sunday! muahaha.

tried out this brand of bread. NOT BAD! ;))

this is CRAZY!!! ==

FF5! currently the best movie of the year? :))

i love this weekend! :pp looking forward~~ :DD

WORRY!!!

annyeongggggggg.

压力........

2011-05-06T20:24:00.004+08:00

时间真的那么快么？五月了叻.. 压力慢慢慢慢来... 越来越多....

1. English Language Presentation with Power Point.
2. Tourism Industry MID-TERM!!
3. French Language MID-TERM!!
4. Front Office Management MID-TERM!!

我快死掉了............ =='' 今天练 opera system 差点当掉!! lecturer 突然走来我旁边然后坐下，问我有没有问题，到底会不会.... 然后要我show他 deposit 哪里弄，幸好!!!!!! 眼珠比平时动快2秒，找到deposit的字眼要在哪里按，真的捏了一把冷汗! 所以........... 我只要练在7分钟内搞定我考试就不会死翘翘啦!! :))) 加油加油!!

今天法文考试，简直就是一坨屎!! 考到一半lecturer才说这是 MID-TERM!! 我们真的目瞪口呆!! 心想怎么没有早点告诉我们，如果我知道是 MID TERM 的话就算是临晨3点我都爬起来读!! =='' 就酱咯... 当掉了咯。开心咯.... :)) ==''

在去法文考试的时候，一股强烈的音乐声从 auditorium hall 传出来，是跳舞表演!! 当我们进去时，刚好是前年舞极限的冠军队 Elecoldshot 表演!! 队长跟 Dennis 是帅到............ Dennis 剪的头发超像 TaeYang 的... awwwwww :)) 想到他的 wedding dress... :pp 看完他们表演赶快飞去班上了，费事lecturer又发我们脾气...... hmmmm

给我们Naimmmmm aka im im 的生日惊喜又成功啦!! :DD 哇，我兜话题真的很厉害一下，要他一直看着我不让他的视线转到后面去真的很难一下，可是我的话题真的是话题来的喔，不是瞎掰的喔.. 他还是不明白，算了!! 问他感不感动他说差一点哭了咯.. muahahhaha :))

p/s: 惨了，我们家 Izumi 从 in a relationship 换回 single 了.... mimi 不要伤心，我们在这里!! hehehehehe :)))

没有考试运，但我还是很开心!! :pp
annyeonggggggg.

back to basic.

2011-05-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

the day we went back. and i realize the time passes WAY TOO FAST. i didn't even manage to do more thing at hometown, but really had fun with my friends and family! :))

since we had soo much of fun, i really reluctant to back to the reality. :(( everyday 8am, don't even sounds like a college life, feel like choosing the wrong subject. but this course is going to had more fun, as well as stress when it comes to an exam/test. hmmmm, well.. no more returning, the only way is ... GO THROUGH IT! :))

we supposed not to wear formal on wednesday but the xxxxx asked to do so. Izumi mentioned this word to me and i feel like DAMN SUITABLE! muahahah.

YEAAPPIII, ah hor (Mr Hor) will be absent tomorrow so H&T GEO will be called off. phewwww and i have 2 extra hours to sleep! :))

p/s: i dropped again. :))

annnyeeongggggg.

劳日!

2011-05-03T14:39:00.003+08:00

这个活动是我回来那个晚上才知道的。以现在的我们来说，几乎是可以说去就去了，哈哈哈!! 那天韵柔当我们的司机，载了智卉就载我，然后再载莹，颉，雄，涵，彦，就出发啦!! 途中有说有笑，然后发觉诶? 竟然到了~~

还不是很想游泳的我们，就去海边疯一下先，可是疯没多久，太热太晒了，结果全部纷纷走掉，然后选择游泳了。去到付钱的柜台看到那些不友善又怪懒的人还真扫兴，付了钱瞄都不瞄一眼就走了。游泳池还真tempting，男生们把衣服脱掉就跳下去了。差不多的游戏都是一手把人推下水，而且过程是笑到......... 肚子痛的那种，哇哈哈哈哈!! 不久看见道伟来了，竟然比我们给少10块就能游泳，你有很帅咩? hehehehhee :)) 结果他足足被丢下水3次，够力好笑，水里爬上来的一个个好像死鱼，哈哈哈哈!! 所以讲，拿相机的好处就是会被照顾一下的，( 我!! ) hohohooh :))

不久自己的胃不争气，胃痛起来。早早我就喊饿了的结果没有人理我... :(( 大家冲好凉就决定去 Mesra Mall 吃快餐，因为我顶不到了。回的时候韵柔车空了很多因为则彦跟道伟回了，川颉和川雄也跟奕皓的车回了。最重要是竟然看到我要的高跟鞋有20%扣，心痒痒，还是买了，yepppiiiiii :DD kayL 的扣一点点都没有叻，贵死了，难得。在回家的途中，经过无数的交通灯，韵柔过不到就骂前面的迟钝，然后不懂走到哪里一段路时突然震了一下，我们的屁股是离开椅子的，智卉还强调好像要飞去找嫦娥了，还说一定要在fb/blog写，哈哈哈哈，我知道她写了。

一个月没有见的韵柔.................

不游泳的 ==''

游泳的!! :))

买了我的心头好! :))

酱子又一天了.............

这天听到好多笑声......... 好开心! ;)) 回家真好!!

annyeonggggggggggggg

回家!!

2011-04-30T01:28:00.002+08:00

凯琳回家啦!! 怪老爸告诉妈咪我要回来了，所以当我站在门口时妈咪没有露出很高兴的样子，只是在哪里暗笑，哇哈哈哈哈。

回到家第一时间飞上房间开冷气，我的天啊我一个月没有享受冷气了咯真的。房间也空了很多，也许之前部分的杂物都被我扫走了，然后我想妈咪在家无聊时也帮我收拾了一下吧。房间那么整齐我还真有一丁点儿不习惯，真是个怪胎，我的洁癖不会是我的房间，反而房间有一点乱才是房间，歪理对吧? hmmmm

回到家的感觉，第一觉得时间过得很快。第二觉得诶，好像回到一个月前的我，无所事事，在等着开学。但唯一不一样的是........ 我的facebook，短期内add了很多人，我的一班新同学呐! :)) 想必他们也出去''湿''了吧，Tristen 那个人驾车很快的叻.......... =='' 上次说好了有假期就带你们来玩，你们这些大城市应该要来我们这里看看，哈哈哈! :))

今晚有节目，对的啦，回来就是要出去才是嘛，谁会一直呆在家里? :))

annyeonggggggggggggg.

PASSSSSSSSSSSS!

2011-04-29T16:15:00.003+08:00

MUAHAHAHAH! 之前紧张到我 .... 剩半条命，不 PASS 就要重听，重考。每位 SHTCA 的学生们一定要有这个执照才可以进这个 industry，然后还有一支针要打，打针啊!!!!! 我说天啊，打针叻.. 想起几个月前连续打了3支针.. 还打在手臂的同一个位置.. 辛苦~

今天幸运的 FOM 又取消，还想继续练习 opera system，要在七分钟内搞定，我必须多练习，不然考试我就死翘翘! 10点放学后他们就去tropicana mall 看电影，我没有跟去，结果一个两个来跟我拥抱，弄到我都快哭了，我又不是没有回来啦!! 一个两个大笨蛋...........

PASS 了就有一张文凭，还有一张有自己照片的执照... ==''

那个 Tristen 简直就是贪吃猫!! 昨天带糖今天带这个，好久没有吃了!! 结果，也是整班都在吃.. muahahah~

往大门走时看到 ah boon，跟我玩LC，bleksssss。然后 Marc 也往我这里走来，他还蛮高的，所以他在我前面时我的头要小抬一下才看到他，然后他的手又往我的头发哪里刷.... 头发都给他拨乱了.... 然后还说 '' wahahaha, my hand is full of the chicken smell......... '' 什么??!! 原来刚才他们上课煮鸡肉.. 很无奈的跟他讲再见.. 就回家了。

改明天了! :))

我很饿，也想睡觉 ==''
annyeonggggggggg.

玩.............

2011-04-28T23:07:00.004+08:00

昨天的PDP幸运的好过，但她花很多时间在介绍我们，难过! =='' 好玩的就是在介绍过后她好CA的男生选我们HT的一位女生做partner，然后 Naim 就快快说 Riki 跟思颖，Izumi 跟我，哼当时我是超级的兴奋，哇哈哈哈!! 可是想到Linda... 然后Shafri又来找我，所以就给Linda跟Izumi，我跟Shafri。认识他们更深一层，然后一直爆笑，可爱的同胞啊...... Izumi 时不时就漏口说马来文，然后一直被罚款，笑到........ muahah! 还有那个Riki，问lecturer可不可以有两个partner，她就问Riki哪里找两个，然后他就直接搭着我跟思颖的肩膀，真的是啊! 还有跟Marc也玩起来了... :DD

今天午休去cafe午餐，CA的家伙也一起来搭桌子，超头痛的我也被他们的搞笑弄到忘记了。 Izumi 和Shafri 坐丽珊旁边，Riki 和Marc坐我和Linda的中间，所以分了两派! Shafri 好心又被骗去捐钱，然后拿两粒Cupcakes 回来，卖相不错，可是还是没有人吃! muahahahha~ 手上拿着Seven的华语报纸，想着他每天都买报纸看，不然拿他的算了，省一点! 好坏~ muahahahah~ Riki又不懂做么抢我报纸然后我就教他读头版的一个句子 '' 做大事不求做大官 '' 他一直读，一直读，一直读，把我笑的肚子痛!! 然后还一直跟 Marc 炫耀，笑到............................. Riki 真的很可爱!! =='' 然后Marc就讲不要以为他很可爱，什么东西都乱乱放，尤其是电话。然后要走了的时候突然间...

''EHH? where is my phone? (Riki)
''Ahhhhh see, phone again! (Marc)
'' alaaaaaaaaaaaaa, where did i put?!! (Riki)

真的被他打败了.. 还有他们全部BB kaki 叻... 好好。可是他们两个还是抢我的电话玩game，还斗，无聊! :DD 在听别人讲话时就轻靠在 Marc 的手，可是突然间他的手一动，就打到我的眼睛，道歉了还是要刷我的头发才甘愿，气到.... 不过他教我他们打招呼的方法，先握手然后拇指交叉，放，然后拳头对拳头! heheheheheh 学会了!! 他们已经没有课了所以就送他们去大门，Linda还把 Izumi 的手机藏起来，Riki 却是Izumi 逼供的对象，Riki 一句Indonesia的腔问Izumi '' YOU DON'T TRUST ME RIGHT??!! '' 笑，还是笑!! muahahahah~ Marc 跟我就假假打电话然后指Riki的裤带，可是最后Linda自己在那里笑，完蛋，他知道了! muahahah~ 然后教 Marc 说再见! hohohoho ;)))

Tristen 今天带一盒糖果来，zhaaa daoooo. 整班都在咬.. LOL

黑青!! ==''

今天很疯，很好玩! :DD

annyeongggggg.

da biannnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

2011-04-26T15:43:00.005+08:00

ARGHHH! seriously i have never been sooooo upset about my college day! Mr Thomas, could you please don't go back to Germany? =='' i don't want Ms Wong to be our PDP lecturer wehhh. got our new time table again this morning, PDP on Tuesday has removed and added on to Thursday that would merge with Culinary Arts students. altho we know them but really don't feel like merging, kinda weird.

Ms Wong got into our class after Mr Hor class and said wanna give us a small briefing, and bla bla bla...

1. you will either like me or hate me.
2. if i don't do that on you all, i don't know who will.
3. FOM class should be dressing in formal attire, i will talk to your lecturer.
4. NO FOREIGN languags! if i heard any except english, you will be fine.
5. Girls, you should dress professional, please tied your hair up and make your fringe look tidy.
6. Guys, i don't want you guys to cover half of your face, go and have a hair cut!
7. please no short pants, no mini skirt! ( SIAPE TAK TAU? =='' )
8. my class before is with formal attire on WEDNESDAY, i know you guys are on MONDAY, but please dress with formal on WEDNESDAY also.
9. i would accept girls with high heel min in 1-2''.
10. i am more emphasize on punctuality, please be in the class before i sack you out.

WHATDAHECK?!! she spoke this kind of stuffs out! okay, shes pretty but doesn't mean everything. fed up! the worse was our FOM lecturer haven't ask us to dress formal during his class, when do she has the right to ask us to do so since shes only our PDP lecturer which doesn't have exam in our final? hohhhhhh. and we have to dress formal on MONDAY and the stupid WEDNESDAY! kind of bullshittt......... arghhhhhhhhhhhh~

wednesday should be my LOVED day. but now, NO MORE!!

FOM textbook! stupid thick...... zz

I DON'T WANT, I DON'T LIKE the rulesssssssssssss!!! :((((((

annyeongggggg.

FUNCTION.

2011-04-26T01:32:00.005+08:00

it was like a MESS this morning! totally fed up. when i was changing and my hair was still in a wet condition, my phone suddenly rang and got a message from San, that Front Office Management class had called off, which mean don't have class at 8am. i was like WTF at that moment, if the message come earlier so i could still sleep for an hour since i fall asleep quite late at the night, because of my lovely roommate! muahahaha :))

but since i had almost done everything so i just pack my stuffs up and walk to college, i was damn blur until never watch out of cars, but i remember there was NO CAR!! oh well forget about it, reached cafe and meet with them, damn i was sweating, so i just suggested them to go to the lab and enjoy air cond and i really wish to sleep.

in conjunction with the star chef Bobby Chin thingy, we went to the auditorium hall to attend his demo cooking show. but seriously it was boring, everyone was yawning so do i. the show ended around 1130am and we kept convince Ms Lopez to cancel english class but she stood film! so we leave SAD. again after our slow motion of lunch we went to the lab again, what to do? FB. 2pm like seriously fast, we went to P1 to meet her but after taking the attendance she asked us to stand up and follow her, guess what? she leaded us to the auditorium hall again, to watch the second session of cooking demo for sure. this time i was not letting any sleeping chance to flew away! i slept during the show.

after when i was awake........... this is what we do to pass time..... :))

my girlfriie, Linda <3

this 2 fellows captured with my phone when i was asleep...

and this was the prove! ==''

muahahahah! i was awake!!

wo ai ni!

<3<3<3

we love you thats why we did it. muahahaha

ni ai wo ma? :)))

San kept kacau Raf.. muhahahaha

during the autograph session, we played a game, and Raf slapped my hand until red. and everyone was laughing. muahaha

p/s: SORRY to seven that i didn't get to inform you because i thought that class rep will send the message to you.. hmmmm

what does it mean?

boring but enjoy! :))
annyeonggggggggg

recently.

2011-04-24T01:28:00.001+08:00

原来好几天没有update了.. 之前打开了可是却扔在一旁，不知道要写些什么，然后要睡觉时，就关掉了。

星期五那天给Raf的生日惊喜成功了，吓到他了，珊也在那天送他要的球鞋给他，爽了咯? muahahah! 可是有些事情，还是不能勉强的，有待跟他们两个谈谈，咬咬耳朵。

星期六那天，莹不在，我跟囧就发威啦!! 一句，要出去吗? 再一句，好咯! 换衣就走，果然是周末，排队买戏票还真的排长龙，开始还以为会没有位子，谁知道还给我们买到不错的。途中还遇到很多人，上着电梯突然有人 ''oiiiiiiiiii '' 我，一看原来是国鸿，真的吓到!! 然后时间快到了，就去买pop corn吃，突然又有人轻打我背后，一看原来是智微，哇! 想念她咯真的，原来她也是来看戏的，同一个时间可是不同电影。很好，进戏院是又看到ahh Gorr.. 可是他看不到我.. :((

The Roommate 好看，至少好看过 Scre4m, 虽然还是一样变态，一样白痴，一样蠢，不过真的好很多，哈哈! 然后饿了............ 就带囧去龙的传人吃拉面.. 她还蛮喜欢的哦! ;))

24/4/2011

今天我们去赴huiken的约啦。盘山过海，搭了cab去LRT站然后只坐一站去kelana jaya meet 莹，因为没有cab的关系我们迟到了，可是还是平安的到达，见到莹了就一起搭巴士去sunway! ;)) 我好久没有去啦....... 可是又怎样??!! 又是window shopping，那一刻心好痛，看到喜欢的衣可是不能买!! :(( 当问了huiken在哪里然后我们去找他，他看到我们时就一直挥手。他的一句话，让我觉得时间真的非...常....快。'' 我最后一次看到你们是那天考BIO，就到现在了 '' 哇，那一刻，心纠结了一下，那天大家还在为SPM奋斗.......

也许昨天23号是他的生日的关系，他决定请我们吃东西，然后我们又选择了Dragon - i。当时的谈话，笑容，久违了。然后也一大班一起去看电影..... 看完电影都8点多了，在逛一下，看他们男生买东西，然后就找路口回了... 可是我不争气，看到冰淇淋还是忍不住跑去买，刚好Haagan Daaz 是在大门旁，他们就快回去了，虽然站他们比较远，可是还是把手举高，大大力的挥，然后说拜拜.................
又是一个开心的周末! :)) 间接谢谢huiken... ;))

annyeongggggg.

people!

2011-04-21T00:36:00.003+08:00

这次突然想讲人，身边的人。:)) 最近的莫过于那两个，叶颖莹和阿囧! 近这几个晚上我们三个会突然一起趴在床上聊天，啊不然激动起来就哭，大家都想家了吧。不过，最想的应该是我，不知不觉做kayL人也当了1个月，还真酸甜苦辣啊!! 有时候很佩服自己，那么压力我也一天一天撑下去，然后现在觉得一个星期很快就过了，就这样一个月过去了。

学校里，不只是认识了自己的coursemates, 也有同一个department的朋友，Culinary Arts. 不要小看他们，他们的成绩是非一般的好，可是为什么他们选这科呢? 就是因为他们是跟兴趣跑，没有压力。第一次跟他们一起AA Meeting时是before field trip 的一个 briefing ，全部自我介绍。不过说真的还没有真正知道他们的名字，因为自我介绍时就只是说 '' Hiiiiii, 我是xxx, 叫我xx就可以了'' 所以我就只记得小名。

首先有Ah Boon啦，Debbie，Ah Chan，Chengcheng，Simon，Anchor，Shafri，Rickie，Marc啦，Ivan啦，还有Izumi!! 天啊，帅哥一个，典型混血帅哥，今天也一起午餐，因为Raf 跟 Naim 逃课，死鬼他们! 丽珊跟我好像花痴一样，每次一看到izumi就疯狂，哇哈哈哈!! 我们跟他讲华语他会听的，啊因为他是华裔混巫裔。可是你看到izumi笑你会跟着笑，哈哈哈哈!! 死花痴.. :)) 给 Naim 知道了结果每次看到Izumi就一直被开玩笑.. 尴尬到死。muahahah!

明天是我们的RAF生日呀! 会给他来个惊喜。当然，他要追求的事，他告诉我的事，我希望他会成功。我没有，但我希望丽珊有，要幸福啊! :)) 谢谢他，在我生病时，给予支持，知道我家不是在这里，给予我安慰，知道我沮丧，给予关怀，知道我失去方向，给我一盏灯。虽然你们是友族同胞，但你的却比我成熟，比我会想。当然，我和丽珊还是一样没有烦恼的跟你和NAIM闹着玩，走路时手牵手也有，捏脸，打架，瞪对方。RAF，谢谢你! 生日快乐!! ;))

p/s: god, it is toooo obvious man! :)) go on, no harm to me! lets see when is your turn! SOOO IN MOOD! :))

annyeonggggg.

ever.

2011-04-19T21:39:00.005+08:00

wheeeeeeeee. the fullest LUNCH i have ever take since i came kayL to further my studies, like seriously!! and you know what, the price of the lunch was like FREAKING REASONABLE that you wouldn't have find at outside!

let photos go on with the story :))

class at 8am. the white building is college, used to be alone.

check out the menu and price. STUNNED!

i didn't know how to explain about this place but what i know it is a classroom restaurant that contain a kitchen for SHTCA student to do practical and running a business. so our seniors invited us to try out their meals!

my STARTER.
Creme Solferino <3

shiying & laysan's STARTER.
OvenBacked Macaroni with Minced Meat <3

My Main Course.
Chicken Ballotine with Demi Glace Sauce, Backed JacketPotatoes, SauteBroccoli, Cauliflower & Carrots. <3

Laysan's Main Course.
FishenPapilotte with Vegetables accompanied by Noisette Potatoes, Saute FrenchBeans. <3

OUR SUPERB DESSERT!!!
Chocolate Swirl Bavarois! <3<3<3

because of the lunch we were late to French class and Ms Niabia was totally out of mood. really first time ever, sorry Ms Niabia. but the meals really nice whattt...... :))

Naim wrote it during FOM class. do not pretend i am nothing.

actually i am nothing.

:))
annyeongggggg.

another.

2011-04-19T00:13:00.003+08:00

wore what i have bought to college today since every Monday is our compulsory formal attire day. it is hot and i sweat a lot while walking to college but the worse is, I DO ENJOY. i used to imagine how would i look like when i was in a completely OL look, you know, we watch HK drama a lot. LOL since i bought a lot, i think i am facing bankrupt's problem. okay, please stop spending. :))

i wassssssssss so damn happy this morning, although i was a bit late but who cares? you know what actually i was wearing a mask. my closer friend visit me and i could not sleep well, the feel S-U-C-K! the first time in kayL, how i hope i was at home now, mommy i miss you! daddy and 2 stupid brothers i miss you! kelvin yap i miss you!! popo i miss you! yeye mama I MISS YOU!!! :(((

this cost me hell much. but, i don't care, AS LONG AS I LIKE IT.

they said i look smart! :p

i love them. hell muchhhhh.

i wanna go back home, I WANONA G BACK HOME! :((

you have already disappeared in my ''recently'' list, you know how down is me?
i think you don't even care.

annyeonggggg.

文字。

2011-04-17T18:25:00.004+08:00

我羡慕，我嫉妒。我不是不要你们来，不是不想看到你们，我只是不想让你们知道我想你们，因为我知道你们会为我做更多，我不想哭，不想在你们面前哭。你看，你们突然又花了那么多，我真的还不想搬，学费才刚还，又另外花，我替你们感到辛苦。当然，我不想你们一下子花那么，对我来讲真的很多，但我也不便多说，那是你们的选择。如果我说不要，你们就会误会我不想你们来。

went KLCC for the pc fair yesterday. and met... erm, how to say in particularly, he is my friend and we are under School Of Hospitality, Tourism and Culinary Arts Department, so yea. hes taking culinary arts so we often meet each other in college. :))

my dear lovely friend, RAF. honestly, i am sooooo grateful to have you guys as my classmate. initially i thought i would meet anyone who is unfriendly but you guys are not. you guys are sooo caring that i have never thought, Raf even translate the sentence into chinese for me like the pic above. Shiying, Laysan, Linda, Raf, Naim, Charmaine, i love you guys. :))

还以为我病好了，结果又一直咳咳咳!! please la....... 讲话鼻音很重.. ==''

updated at starbucks! :)
annyeongggggg.

hmmmm

2011-04-16T01:24:00.002+08:00

feeling soooo damn bad these few days. once i got out of the class i felt damn hot, but once i got into the class and then i felt damn cold, the feel SUCKS!

and what is the most worse was the left part of my stomach CRAMPPPPPPP :(( i really don't know what happen until i could not stand straight, and i walked like an old people, freaking weird! i don't like that feel, it makes me feel more sick........ :((

p/s: why do i need to pretend? whyyyyyyyyyy?!

IT CRAMPPPP AGAIN! fcuk.

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annyeonggg.

撑!

2011-04-14T00:16:00.003+08:00

i wish you were here with me, XXX!

压力越来越多了，如何是好??!! 唯有 - 撑!

生病了。也唯有 - 撑!

叶凯琳! 加油加油加油!!

do you miss me?

fatigued.

2011-04-13T02:12:00.003+08:00

FML. screwed assignment up! just got our textbook then lecturer gives 5pages of exercises, i really wonder. this was my FIRST TIME ever to stay up soooo late just because of my assignment, no choice, it is included into my final so i have to AT LEAST done it. i fall asleep halfway and was awake after my pen dropped onto the floor. AHAHAHAHA zz

these few days just busy this kinda stuffs, arghhh need something to be my energizer, i am totally fatigue as well as exhausted!! feeeelll sooo headache and crossing my fingers that i don't wanna fall sick, yes i am begging. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

done OPERA PMS SYSTEM today, quite enjoy by making guest reservation. :))

in the lab. but mostly people was accessing fb, SO DO I!

since my side here was DARK, so i borrowed the table lamp from jiong. arghh, but i still can't finish my work, so sorry i have to sleep.

CANT TAHAN ANYMORE!!

annyeonggggggggg.

great day,

2011-04-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

seriously had a great day! thanks dad&mom for visiting and brought me to midvalley so that i can meet my fellows up! ;))

met them up in front of BR and they introduced me their friend who are also studying at nilai. :)) jalan jalan jalan, most of them were searching for shoesss, and so i followed to search together. during the searching journey i felt really okay okay, AHAHAHAHA. blekssss

new bought strapless tee :))

accompany as well as waiting...

AHAHA. fooling him..

the forehead kisses, the hugs, and your hand.
i hope all these ain't a dream.
i hope all these last, as long as we can.

the mark on my forehead. ♥
annyeongggggg.

8/4

2011-04-08T17:01:00.003+08:00

Taylor Swift - You Belong To Me.

seriously never thought it would happen on me, but who knows? :)) it really did.

treasure it.

p/s: superbly in MOOD. :)) ♥

annyeongggggg.

1st time.

2011-04-07T00:37:00.004+08:00

for sure i think i am lucky enough because today my class started at 10am and ended at 11am. we were like, HUH? ONLY 1HOUR FOR TODAY? LOL!! the reason is i took FRENCH language and the 8am class was German, so i did not need to wake up so early. :)) i was awake by someone around 9am and done around 930am. once i reach college and heading to the cafe, Raf was walking toward me and like giving me a hug, AHAHAH but i did not refuse because yesterday he was really upset about his family problem and he turned silent all day long, we are still worried about him. glad to know that now his cousin is feelin' better!

yet he told me that Front Office Management class called off again and i thought it was a prank! eventually confirmed by our class rep, Peter, then we were like YELLING! HIGH 5s all around and planned to go to 1U to catch a movie, soooooooooooooo we did it after the annoying english class by Mr Gosh. I AM NOT POKER FACE la.... =='' stupid him.

attire of the day. OH SIMPLY HEARTS this polo tee, it makes me feel i am soooo handsome. WAHAHAHAH. gile~

okay, i have tried out my Debit Card for twice already. OHMYGOD, sooooo enjoy signing this kinda stuff, like people is waiting just because of my signature. AHAHAH :))
IT IS COOLLLLLLLL :))

went randomly to catch a movie named '' JUST GO WITH IT '', candidly i fall alseep at the beginning, it was tooooo boring but the movie started to be quite funny and romantic at the middle until the end, and TOUCHED MY HEART! :))

guess it. remind me tomorrow the tailor is coming to measure our uniform! :))

annyeonggggg.

; -

2011-04-05T22:46:00.005+08:00

今早闹钟响后还是继续往后躺，感谢渊玲在我的闹钟响了几次后把我叫醒，她自己却坐着发呆，可爱到。到我冲凉出来后发现她又睡回下去了，汗了一下。拿东西换衣收拾都小小声，费事把她们俩吵醒，然后就留了一张纸条.......................

纸条就是酱.... 结果到现在她还不舍得丢，粘在电管那里，笨到死!! H&T GEO 的 small break 时就在大门看到他们走到来学校，心想不知道她们发觉我的纸条没有。在自己走路去学校时又是还没有搬时的感觉，不过还好，走屋子与屋子之间的路，没有大马路那么危险，:))

今天到 comp LAB 做 presentation，昨天找的照片全部拍上用场，在等他们期间，seven无端端敲我的头然后坐我旁边，然后我们就聊起来了，他还给我看他去办公室拿的假日表，SAD! 要的日期竟然是空白的，什么也没有，什么意思叻酱？不过五月头应该有的一起回，不管啦不管啦!! 我要去买burger! 有人答应了我!! :)) presentation 到我的时候我整个人是在抖的，抖抖抖，跟着自己写的稿念又不是哦，很死板，就唯有平时聊天酱present，才发现自己很多字都不懂要怎样讲，失败!!

虽然全部人都给掌声可是还是觉得我根本都没有尽力，凭什么，一塌糊涂啊!!

p/s: 今天来了位新的housemate, 很talkative! :)

annyeonggggg.

搬迁。

2011-04-04T21:48:00.007+08:00

终于从单人房，换到来仨人房，也正式跟叶颖莹和陈渊玲成为室友啦!! :)) 其实说真的单人房没有我想象的坏，也许我喜欢一个人吧，孤单也预了。虽然短短1个礼拜但回忆真的很多，不过都很美好，走的时候真的很不舍得，而且当我告诉 Nur的时候她还跟我拥抱，想念她们在客厅聊天的声音啦。

今早大概730搞定后就拉她们两个一起去学校，仨人一起走的感觉很不错的咯，虽然很热啦。到学校就给她们跟珊和思颖介绍，然后原来她们也有一位朋友是今天ORI的，就要莹好好照顾人家啦，哈哈!! :)) 个人觉得还蛮喜欢自己今天的装扮，百分之两百像OL啦，啊错，我是修酒店管理的! :p 那件衣服差不多像是我以后的制服，概念都差不多，一定要绑一条丝巾在颈向那里。午休到admission office找她们两个在弄student ID卡，然后发现自己没有钱吃东西了就按点钱买东西吃，可是那碟饭我怎样还是吃不完.....................

两点的英文课 MS LOPEZ 没有来就找了一个男的来代替她，那时我的头真的快爆炸了，头痛。他讲的东西有笑点可是我就是不想笑，我不笑他就讲我POKER FACE.. 给他气死，没有力跟他笑。他问的问题我想到答案就随便敷衍他一下咯，'' WOAA POKER FACE IS TALKING, THANKS GOD.. '' 你很无聊叻.. 又hamsap hamsap酱哦，女生不懂回答他就问人家有没有带脑然后是不是藏在屁股那里，然后他就往人家的屁股那里看，死变态。3点他出去别的课然后要我们330交作文，他一出去坐我后面的Raf就直接fuck他，讲要跟AA打他的小报告，Raf你是英雄!! LOLL

敢敢死在office里面自拍，哈哈哈!!

EVERYBODY.

我们算蛮close的....

玩来玩去......

今天很累，但满足。:))

Happy Birthday Mommy. sorry i didn't make to call to you because i don't wanna feel homesick and maybe cry, i send my wishes to you on air. :))

p/s: charge了电话却没有的讲................... :((

annyeongggggg.

suffer!

2011-04-03T01:05:00.003+08:00

我不要肚子痛了啦，明明就吃了我以前肯定会觉得饱的东西可是肚子竟然还在打鼓! 我却已经没有胃口再吃了，然后就胃痛，辛苦!! 看死你等下又再痛!! 如果我在家就好，家里什么都有，就算再痛到滚地的我都试过了，可是是在自己的家，但这里不是...........

今天可能是最后一个晚上了，有不舍得的感觉。那种感觉，跟上次一模一样，想哭却哭不出。虽然只有短短的一个星期，但其间我却觉得已经一个月的感觉了。当然，超级多的回忆，门口反锁几次，自己一个人在外面等室友开门。他们全部出去吃晚餐，剩我一个人在家，然后屋子频频发出很奇怪的声音。连续一个礼拜冲冷水澡!! 她们全部在客厅聊天，我却自己躲在房间里不出去，好像很不友善，可是就是不想出去。临睡前做的事，发生过的事，当然，幸运的遇到还不错的室友........... :)) 还有好多好多.... :( 她们也不要我搬，可爱到..

到底是怎样??!

annyeonggg.